Of Blood and Beauty

The Evergreen State College

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To Frankfurt with Jochen

This was the last possible moment on this trip that this could happen.

We flew down the autobahn today with our traveling routine now getting finely tuned and most things working in proper order. We came down to the city of Frankfurt, unable to see the Rhine as we would have liked, all in order to see the man who played the music that was a part of my fall quarter Of Blood & Beauty final project. This was a big part of why I wanted to come to Germany. This one moment to see a friend and to say thank you one more time for the beautiful music that has been like a North Star along these last three years apart.

To Frankfurt with Jochen

I got a chance to tell him what the Camino meant for me and has continued to mean for me, what I have released and what I have tried to embody in transition away from that shedding of skin. It was such a joy to be able to relate back to him that I have continued to carry his music with me wherever I go and whenever there is a piano I play this song of his. He will continue to be a friend of my heart and soul looking forward.

To Frankfurt with Jochen

Although our time was short it is a small miracle it happened at all because of our lack of communication, or disorganized communication, and our constantly missing each other when the moment came up. For instance, he wanted to surprise me by showing up in Berlin, but alas I was already three days on my trip to find my ancestral lands. Now he has come five hours from Berlin to be with me here and then on to Karlsruhe for a twelve hour workday tomorrow.

To Frankfurt with Jochen

Again, as on the beach of Finesterre, we shared moments of deep conversation discussing a philosophy of how we appreciate being in the world. To experience the joys of the theory I have come to understand in my coursework through the lease of the practical reality we are a part of in all moments, both physical and cerebral. I was also able to share with him my own recording of the song entitled El Camino that he composed and I have since learnt on the piano. I shared with him of my own theoretical journey this year with my coursework and showed him the piece I made inspired by his music and our time on the beach. (as seen here in the image below) he told me to share with him the paper I have written alongside this work.

To Frankfurt with Jochen

To Frankfurt with Jochen

This is a photo of Camilio(another friend of Jochen’s that has been traveling with him), my Mother, and Jochen sitting on a ship bar on the river Main.

I cannot capture what this has meant to me in words and if I could I would share with you his music. (You can find it for yourself on Spotify or Soundcloud under the name Jochen Bredel) I gave him a gift I brought for him, my final cedar smudge made with Ellery Sloane-Barton on the hills overlooking Olympia and the mountains surrounding it. What a treasure this is to be on this road. Buen Camino!

Trip to Dresden

I don’t feel I was there long enough to develop a long description adequate to this beautiful city on the Elbe, one that stands as proof to the German people’s Romantic period pride at keeping the cultural depth of Greek Civilization alive in the 18th and 19th centuries. (It really is that beautiful.) Yet, being in a city whose fundamental artifacts are buildings that have been reconstructed, some of them quite recently, gave me pause to think about tourism in general and the sentimentality that can sometimes take place in the moment of experience: a projection of the current into a future reflection. I was sitting in the grass along the river, alone, across from the inevitably touristy altstadt, looking at the completely reconstructed Frauenkirche under the light of a full moon: my mind shot immediately to a time in which I would recall this moment, a corner stone of experience to reconstruct my brief visit to this city demolished by allied bombs in the closing days of World War II.

Arrival at David and Lisa’s in Mülheim

About forty minutes drive north of Düsseldorf there is a small town called Mülheim. This town has no significance to me other than it houses two of our friends from our walk on the Camino de Santiago. It has been three years since any of us have seen each other with very little communication between. Their house sits on a little alleyway down a side street facing into a little wild area. It is wonderfully modern rustic that David and Lisa both helped in constructing with David’s father who lives on the floor bellow them.

This is where things start to get interesting. When we came into the driveway there were a couple men working on gutting a car and an older couple working in the garden, my first thought was, “it’s so nice to see people casually working outside on such a beautiful day just getting something done together.” We poked our heads into the door marked Effelsberg. Before we could even announce our arrival the old woman from the Eden came up to us asking my Mother if she was Lois, to which I thought, “oh, how nice of David and Lisa to tell their neighbors we were to arrive today.” Turns out this kind woman is David’s Mother and the man is his Father. Later we also realized that one of the men working on the car, who lives in another part of the housing complex, is David’s brother who lives with his sister in law and their three children. David’s sister and his other brother live here as well. They call this Mehrgeneration, a concept I know is popular in Spain and I’m sure other countries, but David claims is very unusual in Germany. Multiple generations under one roof. It seems to work out very nicely. They see each other when they choose and otherwise have entirely separate spaces. Lisa’s parents live only a few minutes drive away as well. It seems like a fantastical set up. Something I think many Americans might romanticize, but here, in actuality it seems to work quite smoothly.

It is a pleasure to see David and Lisa again and to hear about how their lives are going and what they are up to these days. We went on a bike ride through the valley to a town called Essen/Werden where we had a drink and then went out to Düsseldorf to see watch the Dortmond-Beyern Füßball game and watch the fireworks at the Japanese festival. The ride was beautiful, the beer refreshing, the city of Düsseldorf was uncomfortably crowded, the game disappointing, but the fireworks were some of the best I’ve ever seen. All in all it was an eventful day with many things packed into it.

Today David provided a wonderful breakfast, we started on some laundry, and have been practicing a few songs to play at his congregation later this evening. It has been an interesting way to get a look into the lives of Germans that have been living in the area of my ancestors for quite a few generations. David says at least his grandfather’s parents and maybe even theirs. There is something sad about my disconnection to that ability to be so close to my history, walking down the same streets my ancestors did many generations back, and yet I know that my history has just gone through a different path. I am just now trying to discover this way of living imbedded in my history in similar way to this and this gives me encouragement that maybe it is possible to come in contact with some of these things just by being here. In this way I can only be grateful for this loss I am experiencing in the face of those who still have that connection even if unintentionally so.

Arrival at David and Lisa’s in Mülheim

Doin it up in Düsseldorf

After spending a couple nights in Hamburg, my next destination was a six and a half hour bus ride away in Düsseldorf. A long time family friend, Emil Schult, lived there. I had not seen him in more than ten years, but my family had still maintained contact with him, and thus a connection was possible while in Germany. He had actually spent a year living in the US when he was my age, he lived with my dad and his family, so in a small way our roles were switched.

The first night was a bit of a disaster. My bus was already arriving a bit late into the night, so I felt bad for having Emil pick me up. But to make matters worse, I got off my bus one stop too soon. The town of Duisburg sounded very similar over the intercom to Düsseldorf. I was standing outside the Hauptbahnhof talking with Emil, trying to figure out where he was, when I suddenly looked at a carving on the ground that said Duisburg and my heart sank. I looked at a map and sure enough I was in the next town over, another 30 minute drive away. 30 minutes later, Emil, bless his heart, and his daughter Lianna picked me up. But to top things off for how bad things were, that morning I had awoken with a sore throat and a bit of a headache, which had only become worse during the long, uncomfortable bus ride. Jump ahead, this illness lasted my whole stay in Düsseldorf area, very disappointing. I say Düsseldorf area, because as it turns out, Emil actually lives in Viersen, a small town 30 minutes west of Düsseldorf, quite close to the border of Holland. Before you ask, no I did not go to Holland, but I might in June.

Viersen was much more of a rural/country area than I was anticipating. The twenty mile distance outside the densely populated Rhineland area was enough to turn the landscape from buildings to farm fields separated by the occasional small cluster of trees. The first thing I did with Emil the next morning was go on a walk through a field near his house to truly get a grasp of the scenery. With the land being so flat, it was easy to see for miles. The church towers stood out on the horizon and he said that for hundreds of years those chuches were what people around here had used as guides for transportation since they were so prominent.

Doin it up in Düsseldorf

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

Over the weekend of May 13-15, the Karnival Der Kultur took place in the center of Berlin in the Kreuzberg neighborhood. In the days leading up to it, we had received plenty of prior notice about just how big and crazy this can get. The biggest party of the year was not to be taken lightly, if you didn’t want a large crowd, then you were to avoid this at all costs. I didn’t know what to expect when I caught the train to Halleches Tor on the first night. The train was noticeably packed, but nothing unusual for a Friday night. However, once I got off that rain and followed the crowd, things quickly unfolded. Heading up the stairs, I could hear the Karnival before I could see it. The reggae/rap music was echoing throughout the station walls as the crowds quickly became congested. I reached the top of a stairway, and another crowd of people from another direction converged on us. It took a good five minutes just to get out of the station, shoulder to shoulder, inching forward, everyone in town had come out apparently. I didn’t know the half of it.

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

Once I managed to get out of the station I was able to find wiggle room and was able to walk at a more leisurely pace, every where you went, though, there were people around you. The first thing I saw was a stage with music playing, the bazaar stage it was called, I had read about it earlier and it appeared to be the main stage of the whole thing. But this didn’t mean a whole lot, here were music stages everywhere, each one playing its own genre of music with its own cultural influence. There was a stage with Latino/Hispanic music, there was German music, various nationalities of African music, Jamaican music, Country music, Rock music, Electro, you name it. All of the various cultures of Berlin had come together at this one place, for this one weekend for everyone to experience. It didn’t end with the music, however. Everywhere there were kiosk with foods influenced by different nationalities and cultures, as well as clothing and other homemade antiques such as wood carvings and jewelry. If anyone is familiar with Folklife in Seattle, this was like that, only on crack.

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

I cannot imagine how many tens of thousands of people were there. Possibly even hundreds of thousands. Everywhere I went, the Karnival just expanded further and further, once you entered, it just never ended. The crowds of people kept the moving slow, so you had to take shortcuts behind tents if you wanted to get anywhere fast. I wanted to get a pictures for just how big this Karnival was, and I found myself walking for hours just figuring out where the borders were. On a map, it looked so small, but Berlin is a big city, and these were some open streets, and they were all just packed.

I had heard the the Karnival almost did not happen this year, due to the levels of garbage and waste and glass that accumulates. After spending only one night there, this is very obvious to see. There was broken glass everywhere. Trash lined the street curbs, and the garbage cans were overflowing. Is there no way to keep this from happening when bringing large groups of people like this together all the time? One place I went to certainly tried. I went to an Ethiopian food kiosk and ordered a bread rice and sauce dish. I had no idea what it was called, but it looked good, and I wanted to try something new. In the process of purchasing the food, I noticed that I was charged an extra 2 euro. I looked at the change and hesitated to walk away. The man said something to me, yet I couldn’t understand at all. He repeated again, pointing at the food, and again when I looked at it. Then I heard the word teller, plate in German, then I understood. The was a 2 euro deposit for the plate that the food was on, it wasn’t a paper plate, it was ceramic, and we would get the deposit back when we brought the plate back. Good for them. Rather than a wasteful paper plate, they were trying to renew and conserve as much as possible. I had experienced this earlier when I went to the Hertha/Munich game, a 2 euro deposit was required for the plastic mugs for beer. Smart.

One of the more notable experiences of that first night was a large drum circle that had been formed. People were all crowding around this group of people, who were dispersed amongst the crowd, continually playing a fast paced beat that you couldn’t help but shake your body to. It was less of a dance and more of a rhythm. I pushed my way through to get as close to the drummers as possible. There were a couple guys who weren’t playing instruments but were holding up there hands and blowing whistles to direct the drummers. It was interesting to see that such basic and almost primitive sounds, when joined together in harmony like so, could be so pleasant and exciting and draw such a crowd.

That was the first night.

The next day, I played some pickup ball with a group of guys, all of whom were from South America. So I had to trade not understanding any German to not understanding any Spanish. Oh my god it was so much fun, but this is another story for another time. Anyway I hung out with them after we played and it turns out that one of them was in a band that was going to be playing at the bazaar stage at 8pm at the Karnival that night. I would be sure to go to that. I tried to arrive a little early, but everything was so busy that I ended up being a little late, so they were already playing when I got there. The guy I played with, Rodrigo, was actually the lead singer of the band. He, like many of the guys I played with, was Columbian, and he sang in Spanish and addressed the crowd in German. He was an entertainer too, he got everyone to clap there hands and sings lyrics, and even start bending over and getting low to the ground before bringing them back up, impressive. I looked around for some of the other players, but couldn’t find any, with the crowd that bug it was hopeless anyway. Afterwards, when the band had finished and the crowd dispersed momentarily to make way for the next band coming on, I realized that all the guys I knew were literally in the front row the whole time. No wonder I couldn’t find them. The rest of the night was spent similar to the first, mostly just exploring the different kiosks and listening to different music. Two things of note though. Many of the African, I don’t know which nationalities, kiosks served fruit flavored beers. Banana beers and orange and pinapple beers, these were new to me, I never knew they existed. Secondly, there was a large church inside the boundaries of the Karnival. This struck me as odd, I wouldn’t expect a place of worship to be home to such a hectic atmosphere. And it wasn’t. When I went inside, there were seats everywhere, people could go up the stairs and watch from up above, near a giant organ, and everyone listened quietly as soothing, melodic violin and stringed instruments were played. Quite different from just outside the door.

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

The third day was the day of the parade. Ross, his mom, Ian and I all went to an FC Union game before hand, again different story, before coming back and catching the parade in full swing. Gneisenaustrasse, which our school had been on, was completely filled. Floats were slowly driving by. We decided to follow the flow of the crowd and tag along behind various floats, each with their different themes. At some point I found a coconut on the ground, one which had served as someone’s beverage. I began kicking it around, back and forth with Ian and Ross, and other people soon joined in. Soon we were darting through crowds kicking this coconut around, getting all kinds of people to join in. That’s what I’m talking about! Football is universal, everyone loves it, it’s a great times, it’s fun, it is part of culture, it is its own culture. Only the police wouldn’t join in. I, foolishly attempted to meg an officer, and he yelled at me and I almost got arrested. No more of that. The coconut didn’t last long, someone eventually smashed it and the fun was over. As the night went on, different stages were still performing music and large groups were huddled around them. I eventually got tired and made my way to my hostel, which I had cleverly booked only a couple blocks away.

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

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I was going to make an update but I  can’t find anywhere in Nuremberg to use wifi long enough to upload photos to this frustrating website. So this is a placeholder in the meantime!

(Note: I don’t have a decent word processor on my pc because I typically use Google Docs, so not having wifi makes typing up anything very difficult. Should have planned for this but…)

Rube and Mandy find some culture. And then walk all over it.

Rube and Mandy find some culture.

Friday, May 20: Hamburger Bahnhof. Museum für Gegenwart:  Julian Rosefeldt’s Manifesto (13 high production films in one space, all starring Cate Blanchett [still trying to think what that does for/to the project], all presenting manifesto montages, from Marx to the situationists), some key pieces from Warhol (Hammer and Sickle!), Beuys (including the giant tallow sculptures), and an amazing, extensive Carl Andre show (for those of you who spent time with de Duve, an important figure in his writing).  Below, Mandy/Kathleen walks on the art. Nervously, dare I say Rube-ishly, in spite of the wall texts exhortation to “walk naturally.”  With her, faculty member Julia Zay, always ready to walk all over the art:

Rube and Mandy find some culture.

Later that night, Rube, Mandy, and Julia went to see Konono No 1 at the Hebbel am Ufer theater.  Konono No 1 is a Congolese band that works at the juncture of many genres, sometimes known as ‘electro-traditional’.

Saturday: Off the Bauhaus Archiv to witness a workshop for children and adults, walking the length of the Tiergarten, then to the Berlin Ensemble for Nina Hagen’s Brecht concert.

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

As I have written few pieces on the subject and had a few conversations discussing this trip already so I will try to keep this short. We made it from Oldenburg, by way of non-Autobahn road systems, to three towns my ancestors (as reported by Ben Sieve, of the nine Sieve siblings including my grandfather Paul Sieve, in a letter to my Grandmother Sally) came from.

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

The first we visited was Lohne marked most distinctly by the central Church named St. Gertrud Kirche, it also has the only museum of the three devoted to the industrial history of it and the surrounding towns.

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

In this museum I spoke the most German I have this entire trip! The conversation was a series of small questions about the museum, an explanation of why I can understand but not speak the language, and the in training Polish woman getting help from her coworkers to give us directions to the park nearby. The park was filled with the sent of rhododendrons, lorrels, dark violet tulips, and the faint wisp of aging lilac flowers caught on the breeze.

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

The second and smallest of the three is called Brockdorf and is associated with my maternal Great- Grandmother Caroline Kohorst who was born and raised by her family until the age of twelve in a small farm on the southern end of town. We didn’t even stop to breathe the air of this little place as it only took us a matter of a couple minutes to drive through the now suburban developments that comprise it.

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

Dinklage was the third and final town we stopped in only to have a brief talk with a man in the Rathaus t ask about a place to eat, if there were any museums, and to hear his odd anecdote of a family with the Sieve name that moved out of what was a sizable farm, and is now a housing development, to the state of Minnesota. It seemed as though we had just made it out of Lohne before a rain cloud hit and made it to Dinklage just after. By the time we finished our meal at the Burg Hotel, backed against a beautiful forest, the rain was coming back as a light drizzle that refreshed our journey for the two hour windy trip to Münster. We have only been in the hotel in this town, but I am already excited to see the extent to which the history is still present here.

Oldenburg to Münster and 3 Cities Between

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