Of Blood and Beauty

The Evergreen State College

Author: KDay (Page 2 of 5)

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

Over the weekend of May 13-15, the Karnival Der Kultur took place in the center of Berlin in the Kreuzberg neighborhood. In the days leading up to it, we had received plenty of prior notice about just how big and crazy this can get. The biggest party of the year was not to be taken lightly, if you didn’t want a large crowd, then you were to avoid this at all costs. I didn’t know what to expect when I caught the train to Halleches Tor on the first night. The train was noticeably packed, but nothing unusual for a Friday night. However, once I got off that rain and followed the crowd, things quickly unfolded. Heading up the stairs, I could hear the Karnival before I could see it. The reggae/rap music was echoing throughout the station walls as the crowds quickly became congested. I reached the top of a stairway, and another crowd of people from another direction converged on us. It took a good five minutes just to get out of the station, shoulder to shoulder, inching forward, everyone in town had come out apparently. I didn’t know the half of it.

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

Once I managed to get out of the station I was able to find wiggle room and was able to walk at a more leisurely pace, every where you went, though, there were people around you. The first thing I saw was a stage with music playing, the bazaar stage it was called, I had read about it earlier and it appeared to be the main stage of the whole thing. But this didn’t mean a whole lot, here were music stages everywhere, each one playing its own genre of music with its own cultural influence. There was a stage with Latino/Hispanic music, there was German music, various nationalities of African music, Jamaican music, Country music, Rock music, Electro, you name it. All of the various cultures of Berlin had come together at this one place, for this one weekend for everyone to experience. It didn’t end with the music, however. Everywhere there were kiosk with foods influenced by different nationalities and cultures, as well as clothing and other homemade antiques such as wood carvings and jewelry. If anyone is familiar with Folklife in Seattle, this was like that, only on crack.

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

I cannot imagine how many tens of thousands of people were there. Possibly even hundreds of thousands. Everywhere I went, the Karnival just expanded further and further, once you entered, it just never ended. The crowds of people kept the moving slow, so you had to take shortcuts behind tents if you wanted to get anywhere fast. I wanted to get a pictures for just how big this Karnival was, and I found myself walking for hours just figuring out where the borders were. On a map, it looked so small, but Berlin is a big city, and these were some open streets, and they were all just packed.

I had heard the the Karnival almost did not happen this year, due to the levels of garbage and waste and glass that accumulates. After spending only one night there, this is very obvious to see. There was broken glass everywhere. Trash lined the street curbs, and the garbage cans were overflowing. Is there no way to keep this from happening when bringing large groups of people like this together all the time? One place I went to certainly tried. I went to an Ethiopian food kiosk and ordered a bread rice and sauce dish. I had no idea what it was called, but it looked good, and I wanted to try something new. In the process of purchasing the food, I noticed that I was charged an extra 2 euro. I looked at the change and hesitated to walk away. The man said something to me, yet I couldn’t understand at all. He repeated again, pointing at the food, and again when I looked at it. Then I heard the word teller, plate in German, then I understood. The was a 2 euro deposit for the plate that the food was on, it wasn’t a paper plate, it was ceramic, and we would get the deposit back when we brought the plate back. Good for them. Rather than a wasteful paper plate, they were trying to renew and conserve as much as possible. I had experienced this earlier when I went to the Hertha/Munich game, a 2 euro deposit was required for the plastic mugs for beer. Smart.

One of the more notable experiences of that first night was a large drum circle that had been formed. People were all crowding around this group of people, who were dispersed amongst the crowd, continually playing a fast paced beat that you couldn’t help but shake your body to. It was less of a dance and more of a rhythm. I pushed my way through to get as close to the drummers as possible. There were a couple guys who weren’t playing instruments but were holding up there hands and blowing whistles to direct the drummers. It was interesting to see that such basic and almost primitive sounds, when joined together in harmony like so, could be so pleasant and exciting and draw such a crowd.

That was the first night.

The next day, I played some pickup ball with a group of guys, all of whom were from South America. So I had to trade not understanding any German to not understanding any Spanish. Oh my god it was so much fun, but this is another story for another time. Anyway I hung out with them after we played and it turns out that one of them was in a band that was going to be playing at the bazaar stage at 8pm at the Karnival that night. I would be sure to go to that. I tried to arrive a little early, but everything was so busy that I ended up being a little late, so they were already playing when I got there. The guy I played with, Rodrigo, was actually the lead singer of the band. He, like many of the guys I played with, was Columbian, and he sang in Spanish and addressed the crowd in German. He was an entertainer too, he got everyone to clap there hands and sings lyrics, and even start bending over and getting low to the ground before bringing them back up, impressive. I looked around for some of the other players, but couldn’t find any, with the crowd that bug it was hopeless anyway. Afterwards, when the band had finished and the crowd dispersed momentarily to make way for the next band coming on, I realized that all the guys I knew were literally in the front row the whole time. No wonder I couldn’t find them. The rest of the night was spent similar to the first, mostly just exploring the different kiosks and listening to different music. Two things of note though. Many of the African, I don’t know which nationalities, kiosks served fruit flavored beers. Banana beers and orange and pinapple beers, these were new to me, I never knew they existed. Secondly, there was a large church inside the boundaries of the Karnival. This struck me as odd, I wouldn’t expect a place of worship to be home to such a hectic atmosphere. And it wasn’t. When I went inside, there were seats everywhere, people could go up the stairs and watch from up above, near a giant organ, and everyone listened quietly as soothing, melodic violin and stringed instruments were played. Quite different from just outside the door.

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

The third day was the day of the parade. Ross, his mom, Ian and I all went to an FC Union game before hand, again different story, before coming back and catching the parade in full swing. Gneisenaustrasse, which our school had been on, was completely filled. Floats were slowly driving by. We decided to follow the flow of the crowd and tag along behind various floats, each with their different themes. At some point I found a coconut on the ground, one which had served as someone’s beverage. I began kicking it around, back and forth with Ian and Ross, and other people soon joined in. Soon we were darting through crowds kicking this coconut around, getting all kinds of people to join in. That’s what I’m talking about! Football is universal, everyone loves it, it’s a great times, it’s fun, it is part of culture, it is its own culture. Only the police wouldn’t join in. I, foolishly attempted to meg an officer, and he yelled at me and I almost got arrested. No more of that. The coconut didn’t last long, someone eventually smashed it and the fun was over. As the night went on, different stages were still performing music and large groups were huddled around them. I eventually got tired and made my way to my hostel, which I had cleverly booked only a couple blocks away.

Kultur- Karnival Comes to Town

Kultur-Not the Dance Dance Revolution Museum

Kultur-Not the Dance Dance Revolution Museum

The DDR Museum, to my disappointment, but not to my surprise, did not consist of arcade games and dance moves, but instead focused on the lifestyles and cultures of people living in East Germany after World War 2. I have heard much about the harsh conditions that sparked open riots, which were violently surpressed., but never had I seen so in depth a look at how people lived I this part of the world, completely walled off from everyone else. Everything was detailed here, from the traditional trabak cars, built for two, to the nude beaches which miraculously thrived while under the Soviet supervision. Yes you heard that last part right. Nude beaches were common in East Germany. Which is especially surprising given the Soviet’s strong stance against the influence of radical west cultural ideals. Nude beaches were definitely not considered traditional.

Kultur-Not the Dance Dance Revolution Museum

The anti western movement was on full display here in the museum. I fact, come to mention it, so far, while I’ve been in Germany, anything at all having to do with either the wall or East Germany division, has always been spun to have the westerners be portrayed as the good guys or the heroes with the right ideals, while the east, communists, Russians and so on, are depicted as evil. I am aware that building a wall was definitely extreme, but it is incorrect to assume that this whole side of the wall was hidden in a shadow. Here, though, most likely to accommodate the constant influx of American tourists, the west is victorious and claims the right to portray the east as less than ideal. The room with the interrogator was a great example of this. Yes there were prisoners taken, yes they were mistreated, but when is this not the case in any radical social movement? The American Government has claimed responsibility for torturing prisoners at Guantanamo, yet we will probably never hear from their perspectives. This may be an extreme point, but it is one of the best examples that I can really think of.

Kultur-Not the Dance Dance Revolution Museum

Other examples of culture on display were the musical movements, the prevalence of rock and roll surely did its part to disrupt the soviets vice grip on Berlin. While people were taught and raised to do the specific waltz, which was clean and fluid, westerners when wild, let their hair grow out and headbanger their brains out. Maybe that wasn’t this time period quite yet, but you get the point.

Hamburger in Hamburg

I have reached my first destination of my wanderwochen, Hamburg! The second largest city in Germany certainly has a lot to offer, and that is clear after only being here for a couple hours. My hostel happens to be only a block away from the bus station I arrived at, so I was able to get situated quickly and meet my hostel roommates. There are a total of eight of us, 7 were present when I arrived, and 5 of us went to go get something to eat together and my request and at the recommendation of the other two. These guys said they had, only an hour or so earlier, eaten hamburgers that were really good at a place nearby. Burgerlich it was called. I hesitated to believe them, knowing full well the reputation that burgers have in Germany. But I thought, if any where in Germany was going to have good hamburgers, it would be the place with its name in the food. They put the Hamburg in hamburger.

Hamburger in Hamburg

Caspian, Ira, Colton, Shelby and I walked through the heart of downtown Hamburg for a couple blocks to get to our destination, when we got there, we were in for a surprise. At this restaurant, all of the ordering was done through tablets that popped up from the table in some crazy new age fashion. It was wonderfully convenient and a real treat. As a bonus the burgers were actually amazing. Expensive and small portions, but they didn’t spare in the taste. It was fantastic. Because it was so small though, I decided that I would need something else to tide me over. Ira told me that there were many places to get Doner down the street next to our hostel. So sure, enough, when we got back, I decided to wander down the street to take in some Hamburg and eat some chow.

Hamburger in Hamburg

Berlin has spoiled me. One of the first things I have come to realize about Hamburg, and I’m sure this will be the same for a lot of places in Germany, food is much more expensive here. For example, in Berlin, I have found Doner for as cheap as 2.60. However the average is no more than 3.00. Here in Hamburg, at least down is street, all of the Doner places cost 4.50!?!? I wasn’t about that and decided to keep walking further to get a better deal. My search was a success as I found Haji Baba on the corner, next to a wonder World of Sex store, (sorry, extra little detail maybe not needed), and Doner was 3.60, by far the cheapest I could find. Saw I got some chow and headed back to the hostel. Now I’m doing work that needs to finally get done, so I can prepare for a fun day of more Hamburg tomorrow. I will spend another night here tomorrow, and leave for Düsseldorf on Wednesday, today is Monday.

Prague Blague

How can one summarize Prague after spending only one weekend there? First of all let me start by saying that I have been missing Prague ever since I left. It has taken me more than a week to fully gather myself, mentally and physically after being barraged by its beauty to finally be able to put the details of mythoughtd into words to attempt to discuss the city that I will never forget.

Prague Blague

Having to survive in Berlin without knowing very much German is already quite difficult, but to survive in Prague without knowing, literally, any Czech is impossible. And thus I would not say that my time in Prague was spent surviving but rather living. Caution was thrown to the wind as we, as a class collectively, were released from the confines of a classroom and given instead as human sacrifices to the city. During our first night, after we all finished eating, we made our way back through the heart of the city on a busy Saturday night. After seeing the popular destinations in the day, I was not prepared for the lush nightlife that was thriving right when we stepped outside the door. The crowds were thick and the aroma of mischief and scandal gripped me as I struggled to keep up with the the rest of my American brethren. The city was truly alive at night. During the day it hides itself in disguise as a polite and classy city with beautiful red tiled roofs as far as the eye can see. It’s bridges seem to be from antiquity until you see a tram pass over it by the other tourists. At night, though, the lights come out. The churches are on top of their game as people thrive in their presence guided by the streetlights with old hues vibrating from them.

Prague Blague

What sets Prague apart from the rest of the continent? Why would Prague be the place to go over the more familiar destinations of Paris and London? I have never been to either of these, but I will offer my opinion. Prague has managed to maintain its old age charms while still being swept up in the tide of cultural and societal evolution. I won’t deny it, the city smells of American capitalism around every corner, the constant presence of sex shops and naked women on public news fliers attest to this. It would normally be a shame  to see a beautiful old city fall victim to this new era of civilization. However, in his case, Prague seems to own these details and make a so much a part of its culture that you feel as if they belong there and should come as no surprise. I hesitate apply a nick name that I know nothing about seeing as how I have never been there either, but I would venture to claim that Prague is the Vegas of Europe. The cit is much smaller than say Berlin, but still big and populated. Over the lack of overs infancy makes it easier to enjoy all that Prague has to offer, at least along the borders of the beautiful river that flows right through the middle of it.

Prague Blague

On our first day, we spent most of the time touring around the old, famous castle on the nearby hill that overlooks the whole city. There were lots of people, but it was by no means crowded. On that same night, I decided to go for a night run to try and claim a little more familiarity with the the city. I got lost and eventually found myself at this same cattle from earlier, the only thing was there was no one there. I mean no one. Throughout the whole surrounding neighborhood on the hill, there was nary a soul in sight. Only occasionally did I jog passed a small group of people dressed up from the medieval fair earlier in the day, who had no business otherwise to be there. This is an area of beautiful small buildings and tight alleys, cobblestone roads everywhere. I kept on trying to find a restaurant or a cafe that would be open at this hour, but there was nothing. This struck me as special in two ways. First that a whole neighborhood in such a dense city could maintain such an absence of night life. Secondly, that this absence, I believe, was due out of an old respect for the castle, church and other old traditional buildings in that area. It is no secret that Prague has become an increasingly touristy city. The locals know his and, in order to preserve the dignit of these sacred places, want to avoid having people get drunk on its premises and thus risking turning the place into a sty either through garbage or drunkenly damaging the property.

Prague Blague

Kinemathek Museum

Kinemathek Museum

Benjamin says, “that which withers in the age of mechanical reproduction is the aura of the work of art.” Keeping this in mind while visiting a museum on the history of German film is truly inspiring. No art for in history has so mercilessly rendered all other art forms so obsolete as film has. A film is in itself already a mechanical production, and thus mechanical reproduction is nothing special. Where as for thousands of years, what man has done by hand is now possible almost entirely though technology. 3D printers for sculpture, computers for architecture, and graphic design for painting. Of course there are the differences that cannot be replicated through technology, such as the brush strokes and the cracks in the concrete. These are the small minor details, that when accumulated together makes art human. In terms of photography, and later film, though, all production is created through a lens, what is produced is merely manipulated rather than created. The stage of theater has long been a home to artistic expression, and now, through close ups and filters, we have stories revealed to us one frame at a time, all rehearse and perfected and captured and copied exactly forever. There may be, in terms of aura, advancements that have been made as technology has advanced. For instance the introduction of sound has lead the text dialogue to become completely unnecessary. And the ability to allow color to be visible when filming has changed how we see the world through the screen. These two examples, although aged,  both have their own situational qualities to them. I use the recent film The Artist as a great example. In this day and age of computer images, it still takes a special talent, a flair for brining the old school back, that which was once revolutionary to be brought to light all over again. The film the Artist is in black and white and with no sound, a true homage to the birth of film if there ever was one. Instead of letting what was dead stay there, it has been cleverly reborn again to serve as a reminder of just how far we have come.

Sound and color are probably the two most obvious forms of aura for a film that can come to mind. Just as the dust on a record produces the crackling sound that adds an aging effect that we all cannot help but love, so too has the clear and succinct sharpness of film come from a place of similar origin. Old film reels often have scratch marks that, for a brief second are visible before they disappear. Older film can often be full of these marks and thus a whole reel can consist of brief stutters and halts that add an authenticity of sorts that one would not find in movies today. When you think of clear images, you would usually want to avoid these minor imperfections, but when you see them for what they are, you gain an appreciation for their existence as you think that never would you see this happen nowadays.

Kinemathek Museum

Psychic City- Sit Spot 1

The Venus Pool, or the Venusbassin in German, is one of the lovelier places that I have been to in Berlin, in fact the Tiergarten as a whole was wonderful from what little of it I saw. Because the Tiergarten used to be the Kings royal hunting grounds, I could easily see this place at one time hundreds of years ago being a secluded place of luxury where royalty would lounge in escape from all the affairs of their modern world. Hidden amongst the trees, the pool somehow still maintains a little bit of its seclusion factor, even after the massive renovations put into it to make it a public park.

Psychic City- Sit Spot 1

The warm sunlight on this wonderful day makes everything feel so alive, from the grass and the leaves, even to the benches and the dirt. Because it is so nice out, I am not going to be able to find a place around this pool to sit by myself completely alone. There was another girl who appeared to be doing the same project I was, for she had found a nice spot along the pool to sit and meditate in the sun. I wanted to join her, but she looked comfortable so I decided to leave her in peace.

A lush green envelopes the pool, bushes and trees probably used to cover this whole area around the pool, now there are pathways entertaining from one monument to the next. Not 100 feet away is a statue of a woman riding a horse. I couldn’t decipher the name of this work, but I believe it had something to do with Amazon and horses. The horse was in fact facing the pool, should it have suddenly sprung to life, it surely would have journey moped in the pool as the nearest source for water for a refreshing bath. Horses were surely never let into this Royal pool though, and thus the horse would have met its demise through doing so. Should a horse do the same today, it would meet its demise in another way. The water in the pool looks not like something one would swim in, but rather like a science experiment. Surely with all the algae and bacteria present, one sip could be enough to cause a stomach ache like no other.

Psychic City- Sit Spot 1

When I first researched this specific spot in the Tiergarter through google maps, it was labeled as Goldfish teich, Goldfish pond. From the side I arrived at first, the sun was at my back and the glare kept most of what was beneath the surface invisible. So from there I felt disappointed with the lack of fish, I even got up right next to the water in order for a better look, but I had no luck. So instead I wrapped around the pool taking in all the small details surrounding it. Nearby there was a woman who was spending her holiday working in the small garden nearby, good for her. On a map, this is labeled the Steppengarten. Farther down, at one end of thepool, seemingly the head of its shape, is a large concrete monument with gold on top. In this statue are carved the figures of Beethoven, Mozart and Haydn, and thus this serves as a decimal, or memorial to them. Apparently the original sculpture was badly damaged during World War 2, and finished remodeling in 2007, so it, as well as many post unification constructions, is rather new.

Psychic City- Sit Spot 1

Moving passed the sculpture, the sun was now above and in fronted me, and from here, the view of the water revealed what I had originally been searching for. Fish, hundreds of them. They appeared to be feeding on the moss the was growing in the surface of the water, for some reason this made me hungry and consider eating my sandwich, but I saved it for later. There really were many fish, they would flee when I got close to the water, so I had to keep my distance. However there was one good sized fish, by this I mean maybe the size of my hand, that looked different from the rest. if had a cool striped pattern and seems to be completely still. I, being a fool, got a little too close, when suddenly it slowly started to sink for a second or two before, fast a lightning zipped into the mossy bed at the bottom of the pool. I wonder how many were down there that’s couldn’t see? Probably a whole army, nay a whole civilization, waiting for evolution to give them an upper hand over humanity. Jokes on them, we’ll have gills soon.

Psychic City- Sit Spot 1

 

In Search Of…

Every weekend thus far while in Berlin I have gone out and seen at least one game. Last week was Hertha, Union before that and so on. The problem with this is that these games are always in the middle of the day and can essentially consume a whole days worth of time. Over the last month or so I have been searching for places to play football. Anywhere. At first I limited my search to more competitive atmospheres, clubs and what not, but that proved unsuccessful, especially considering the method in which I approached this. I do plan on trying to attend/ train with some clubs, but I will need to email coaches and get their approval to do so first. In the time it took me to realize this, I had shifted my focus from playing with clubs to just pick up ball. This lead me to a couple outlets, both of which were through the CIEE, the Monday and Friday sessions. Aside from these two, I had asked around and visited various fields on weekdays, but this revealed two problems. First of all, almost all fields are in use throughout the week by various youth and adult clubs, for practice, and they won’t be sharing the fields anytime soon. Second of all, anyone who wants to play, that isn’t on a club, usually confines their pick up/playing times to weekends, where their work lives won’t be getting in the way. With this discovery, I intended to finally use this latest weekend as an opportunity to go searching for games, and forgo seeing any.

Saturday:

My first day of searching lead me to three different locations. I will start off saying that I had been aware the last couple weeks of pick up games that had occurred at Friedrich-Ludwig-Jahn Sportpark, I had even seen it occurring before and snapped some pictures (I would have played, but I had just seen a game nearby and had none of my gear and was wearing jeans). So I had heard the FLJ might have some people showing up at around 4pm, so I decided to check out some other places first in the meanwhile. The first stop was a complex (these are good bets considering they all have multiple fields and not only one) called Friedenau. It was only a couple stops away via S Bahn so I got there at around 11am. I brought my bike with me for this day trip as well, intending to waste as little time as possible traveling between locations. When I finally arrived at Friedenau, after getting lost briefly, it was a pleasure to see three full size fields, one grass, two turf. As I went farther into the complex, I found two more fields, but they were occupied by youths and their parents. This is another discovery, complexes are hotspots for people to hang out at, they have food and entertainment galore at each of them. Out of all the fields, there were probably eight or so I total, half of them were unused. This would be a great place to playi thought, if only we could get good numbers to show up. Alas, there were only kids playing here, at the home of FC Schoneberg, so it was time to move on to plan B.

The next stop was a complex to the west, not too far, about five or six S Bahn stops. I couldn’t figure out what the complex was called, but I could see that there was a stadium called Horst-Dolm Eisstadion, which actually is an ice skating rink, but I google earthed it and saw that there were good number of other fields around it. So upon arrival, this ice rink was the first thing I saw, but when I moved past it I came across a fields occupied by youth teams playing a game. What I found next, though, was interesting if not noteworthy. The large grass stadium that was nearby was being prepped for American Football. There were bus loads of kids standing outside the gates chatting and holding their pads. This was the first instance of American Football I had actually seen in Germany. I didn’t know if the game had just ended or was going to happen soon, either way,there was no pick up to be had. However, when I went a little bit farther Ito the complex, at this point the opposite edge from which I had entered, I found what I was looking for. A field, with two games going on, each with one half of the field playing the usual sideways method I had grown accustomed to seeing.

In Search Of…

I arrived at around noon and hopped in with them. These games consisted of mostly college students who played for local different local clubs that were just scrimmaging each other for practice. One guy said that they usually had games on Sunday, but had a bye the following day, I asked if this meant they wouldn’t be playing next week and he said no, they still usually play on Saturdays. Huzzah! This was a good find, I hopped in and played some good competitive ball until about 2, then every one started leaving. This gave me 2 hours to get to FLJ, but I had brought everything I needed with me, including lunch,and it would take at least a hour to get there, so I just decided to headstraight there.

FLJ is a large, famous, very popular complex up in Prenzlauer Berg, it is a bit of a trek,  but well worth it. When I arrived an older men’s game, probably fourty year old league was happening so I decided to eat my lunch and watch. They were really quite good, their touches weren’t the best, but they all seemed incredibly fit and able. As the game was coming to its end, the score was tied 1-1, and things were getting heated. One player had an excellent opportunity as he dribbled past the defender in the corner, his pass was deflected though and ended up being shanked for a goal kick. The defender who he had dribbled by, was on the ground, though, I’m guessing he must have been hit by a stray elbow. He ended up staying down, and the game was paused. His team gathered, people with ice packs were tending to him, it was hard to see exactly what was going on. Anyway, he must have had a concussion because not one but two ambulances showed up and carried him away. The game did not continue and the two teams vacated the field, now it was our turn.

In Search Of…

We intended to play a game using the goals, but they were all chained up! This was completely unexpected and very disappointing. We ended up using the goals backwards as they were chained up, and they were both very lopsided and not even with each other. There weren’t as many people there that usually show said Sebastian, a Columbian who was the first person I met. On top of that the level of play was not that good either, but all of that was made up for with the heart that was put into it. We ended playing for 3 hours! People slowly left one at a time, but we ended up just going until no one could walk anymore. Afterwards one of the guys playing said that every Sunday at 11am, some guys would show up and play at Hasenheide park. He said there may not be as many people because it would be May Day, but that I could still count on having some kind of play there. It’s the place with the camels, he said.

Sunday:

The park that this place was at is very close to CIEE. Hermanplatz is two stops away from

Geneisenaustrasse. I had been told that it wasn’t a field and that the surface was like that of the track found around a field, but this still didn’t inform me of the dimensions. I had seen a regular sized field with this type of surface, or this could be one of the cages that I had yet to play in. When I got to the park I was surprised at how big it was, nonetheless I ventured in. Eventually I saw a big caged area, and as I got closer there was a wooden fence around it, and in this little enclosure were two camels.

In Search Of…

There were two groups when I got there, one was a group of five skilled Frenchmen, the other was a group of a couple elder, out of shape men, a little boy and his older brother who was more my age. These teams would have to be divided. When I first showed up I didn’t know how this was going to be done, so I just grabbed my ball and started juggling. But things are organized here as I alluded to earlier, when everyone seemed ready, three more guys showed up and we were divided into teams. We played for an hour and a half before the French guys had to leave. The three guys that showed up remained behind and we kicked the ball around for another hour or so. I hadoriginally intended to go to the flea market after playing with these guys, but one of the mentioned that there would be more playing going on at Templehof, which wasn’t that far away. They asked if I was coming, at first I said no,  but as they were walking away, I thought that I shouldn’t pass on this and ran to catch up with them. One of the three had to bail but I walked with the other two and managed to speak a little bit. John and Sufien were their names, and they were both great ball players as well as cool dudes. They both barely spoke English, but Sufien was a little more capable and I chatted with him as we walked. He was from Palastine, born I the Gazastrip. He said that he had to move to the Westbank before coming to Germany, I’m not sure exactly what he said when referring to the Westbank but I think he said something like ‘The Fuckers’. He was studying sociology at Humboldt and was in the process of getting his masters there. To me this was really amazing because he was also such a great ball player. You could tell he was of the street variety, though, he could do lots of cool juggling moves, but I doubt he had ever played for a club before though. Made in the cage is my term for him.

Templehof is huge. I had walked near it one time along the outside,  but once you are on the inside you can see that it is gigantic. I thought we were going to one of the turf fields along the edge of the park, but no, we walked pretty much straight to the middle and there in the distance I could see that there was a dirt field in the middle of all the grass.

In Search Of…

After all the years of people playing on it, the dirt had turned into a soft almost sandlike quality. The two goals helped carve out this barrier in the grass. When the game started I was hoping that we would be able to play just in the dirt area, and that the grass  would be out of bounds, but that wasn’t the case. So unfortunate steely, there were a lot of occasions were the ball would go way outside and things would get hectic and sloppy because of all the space out there. When this happened I usually preferred to stay in the middle area. The dirt was fun to play on, there was quite little traction, so I kept sliding around and losing my balance. It was a beautiful day, but that sun was reigning down on me and I had also been playing for a while before that, so I had to call it quits after two hours there. My shoes and legs were covered in dust, I loved it. I wish I could have stayed and played longer, there were a couple other quite skilled players, but I was just dragging myself around and probably just getting in the way. So I decided to head out and try and catch the end of the flea market only a couple stops away. I said goodbye to Sufien and John, hoping I would see them again. When I got to the flea market and was browsing some wares my classmate Ross came up behind me. He said he was with another classmate Jules, and I sat and chatted with them for a little while. I didn’t stay long because I was hungry and tired, so I soon headed back to Steglitz.

Psychic City- Fragen und Antworten

This past month has been one long life changing experience, that has been fun yet difficult. I feel I am growing more and more comfortable here though as time goes on, so I am constantly excited for what is to come.

How am I doing? I’m doing good. I feel like I have finally managed to get on top of all the various things that I need to be doing while I am here.

I certainly don’t hate it here. I cannot claim that I love it quite yet, because love is a strong word, but I certainly enjoy the crap out of it. Every time I see a big beautiful church after turning the corner I get my breath taken away, every time. I do also appreciate the rail/transportation system here. This makes me wish that Seattle could attempt to get on their level, even though I know that will never happen. I guess one of the things that I have to confess that I don’t really,like is the German mood. Yes Germans are nice and polite, but they are not very friendly. I hear this is also mostly confined to Berlin, and I hope this is true, this I woul love to see the south.

I give my folks a call every weekend. I feel like every time I call the, I have some amazing story to tell them. I would not say that I am homesick, but I feel that when I do go home, I will be excited to share my experience with anyone who will listen.

Things are always hard, it is simply a matter of finding a way to stablilize yourself. I don’t know what that means, but I don’t think I am overwhelmed right now. I really do wish my German was better, I mean a lot better, because I feel like I am just not learning fast enough. By the time I leave here I still won’t be able to have a conversation in German. And with all the various school work assignments, I feel like I don’t get the time to properly devote myself outside of the CIEE classroom to working on improving. The CIEE is going to end soon, though, I hope I have improved immensely by then. Without the class schedule I will have more time to my self to interact with Germans and Germany.

When I first got here, I was able to wake up easily and go to class. For some reason, I don’t know if it’s the cold dark weather or what, but it has become harder and harder for me to wake up in the mornings. Maybe I need to find a consistent schedule and stick to it, easier said than done.

Accessing my emotions here is a very difficult thing to do. Because each day is something so new, it is hard for me to take the time to compile all of these experiences and create a train of emotional thought. Did I enjoy this, for instance, or did I enjoy doing it because it was new?

I wouldn’t say I am unable to, it’s just that I don’t find myself trying to.

I’m adapting more to a bit of a routine. As far as habits go, I cannot say that there have been any drastic changes. It is nice having someone cook dinner for you, but it is a little odd.

What is caring me is not being able to speak German and not getting all the things done that I need to while I am here for such a short time.

I feel like I have always been somewhat of an independent, if you can call it that, person, so I don’t mind being alone.

If I was feeling anxious, I would try to a place to get something to eat. Maybe like Doner. This may sound weird, but I like food, everyone likes food, eating food rocks. Eating great food is even better. The feeling associated with ordering and eating Doner is one that I have come to enjoy, therefore I must not eat it all the time, but rather special occasions. But not that special, it’s only 3 Euro.

Class is stressful. Learning a language should be. I have tried learning Spanish, French and Latin, but I don’t remember any of any of them, not really anyways. This is the first time I have visited the country where the language is spoken, immersion they call it. I have had plenty of forewarning of just how difficult this is will be, but is still doesn’t fully prepare you. You just want to be fluent already, but it’s taking forever!

A pattern for my thoughts… I would say the closest thing to a pattern I can think of is that Belin is constantly surprising me with how big it is. I also try to avoid thinking about when I am leaving, not in a bad way, because time is absolutely flying here. And they say time flies while you are having fun, but I want this to last damnit.

I miss certain special people.

Memories of Terror

After visiting both the Memorial to the Murdered Jews of Europe and the Topography of Terror in one day, so much was on my mind that I needed a day of recovery to gather myself to properly convey what it was that I had just experienced.

Beginning with the Memorial, I decided to read through the whole chronological timeline first when I arrived. Although it took quite a bit of time, as I read it I increasingly felt that it was more and more important to finish. As I was reading the information, I noticed that a lot of the people around me where looking up at the section written in German. I wondered how they felt about reading this. I saw the word German referring  to forces, authorities and soldiers many times and I realized that these were the ancestors of some of the people standing next to me. I can’t begin to know how one should go about dealing with being associated with such monstrosities. I know that these people could not have possibly been part of what happened to the Jews, and I guess what I’m wish I could tell them was that I knew that. History is filled with wrongdoings, that is why it is essential in schools, we must learn from our mistakes. I  claim American citizenship, yet I wish that Oppenheimer had never built the atom bomb. I also wish that we would not have invaded Iraq and Vietnam, and, and, and…

As you can see, my thoughts have strayed from the primary reason for the Memorial, but I like to believe that is one of the purposes. Our tour guide Boris mentioned a way that people should feel. Usually I am against enforcing a certain mentality, however, in this case, I feel it is certainly appropriate that at boy the Memorial and the Topography of Terror, people attempt to remain both self conscious as well as open to influence. After reading the Huberman, this is a good time to remind people that sometimes we have to force ourselves to imagine the unimaginable.

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After seeing the FC UNION game last weekend, my confidence rose and thus this weekend I decided to go for it. That’s right, I was going to try and see a Hertha match. There are only four games left in the season. Two of them are away games, so I wouldn’t be able to see either of those. The other home game was also during the weekend in which our class will be doing our excursion to Prague. So this was my last and only chance to get to see Hertha play; a match in the Bundesliga, in the fabled Olypmiastadion. On top of all this, they just so happened to be playing against, oh I don’t know, some team called BAYERN MUNICH! In case you aren’t in the know, Bayern Munich is easily, hands down, the most popular team in Germany. They are one of, if not the best team in the world. Tickets were going to be very expensive and very hard to come by. No matter, I was still going to go for it.

After my experience last week of arriving at the stadium and having there already be a ton of people every where, I decided not to risk it at all. I left for the stadium five hours before the game started, I got there with four hours to spare. 11:30, match time 3:30. Get to work. There weren’t as many people everywhere this time, so maybe that was a good sign. I got off the train and followed the crowd, assuming that what few people were there, we’re all heading in the same direction I needed to go. Up through the winding path through the trees, we eventually came to a clearing. There were lots of flag poles, and am empty lot, probably for cars. As my gaze followed my surroundings, I saw it. There it was. I seem to have difficulty explaining my feelings when it comes to these moments, but I can think of no other word than awe. Olympiastadion.

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As I walked closer and closer to the stadium, it just kept growing bigger and bigger. Stands started appearing, selling beer and brots. In the distance I could see the gate entrances. I had no idea how I was going to get tickets. I had heard that everything online had been sold out. At this point my only chances were that either the ticket kiosk would be open and selling a limited number of tickets for people who actually showed up, or I would have to find a ticket scalper. The kiosks were closed, only one option remained. There weren’t many people there yet, I mean relatively, there were still a bunch of people already there, but the game did start in four hours. I walked through the crowds, scanning for people holding extra tickets. I had no luck so I decided to keep moving on to the south side entrance. There were fewer people at the entrance itself, but not far from it there was a building on a small hill, and all around it were tons of people with various red and blue gear. These were the respective team colors by the way. Munich red, Hertha blue. I walked around the edge, still keeping my eyes peeled. I really had no idea what I was doing. I didn’t know German, I couldn’t just walk up to random people and ask if they had and extra ticket, people wanted to get I tot his game, if they had tickets they were going to use them, if they had extras, they were going to pawn them off for a pretty penny.

Moving passed the restaurant/bar I continued my wide sweeping circle around the stadium, looking either for another entrance or people who might be able to help. I still wasn’t ready to give up on seeing a small stand that would be selling tickets, but then again I was desperate. As I continued on, a small group of people started forming, I followed them. Eventually I came upon a small discrete entrance, with a large group of people outside. Most of the people outside were girls roughly my age. I’m sure I wasn’t going to be able to just walk in. I looked around to try and figure out what this place was. The besti could figure was that this was an entrance for press, and I was no press, moving on.  At this point I could see the stadium any more, I was just following a wide clockwise path around where I thought the stadium was. I ended up coming upon a small green course for horseback riding, there were those bars they could jump over and those mini hills for them to climb. Interesting that something like this would be located here. I came across the stables and saw some cool horses, but this only made me feel as if I was just getting myself farther from where I wanted to be. I had time though, so I continued with my circle. As I passed the horse club house area, I came to a sidewalk with a wall next to it. When I got to the end and turned the corner, I was surprised by a giant concrete structure. This for all intents and purposes looked like it could have been another entrance, this would have been the west side by now. There were very few people here, though. Mostly just some parked cars and teenagers drinking, legally by the way. I entered the building and realized that this wasn’t part of the stadium at all, this was actually the old Olympic grounds for when the olympics were here during the 30’s. The Olympic track and field was between me and the stadium, but I couldn’t see it or get to it, one had to pay for entry, probably to get a tour and see a video or something. Moving on.

I was disappointed to see that instead of football buildings, I just came across more horse stables and training grounds for them. As I walked by, four different people were riding horses though this course. I would have watched longer had I not seen green in the distance. What was that I saw, a football field, why yes, and was that a game going on? Also yes. I headed over thinking I was getting more back on track. From a distance they looked like they were high school aged kids, they were playing on grass though, which was definitely a bonus, I would have expected turf for that age. My best guess was that this was one of Hertha’s youth squads playing a home league game. I would have checked it out more thoroughly, had I not turned and looked to my right. There, the stadium was in view again, there was a man in an orange neon vest. He was letting a car through occasionally. Since there was only one guy, this was the point were I started entertaining the notion of trying to sneak into the game. I started looking for shorter fences, or holes, or unguarded areas, but I never really thought that I would have done it, not unless I had to. Next to the man was a very nice, pristine, seated mini stadium. I bet this was where Hertha had their practices. Or maybe it was the field next to it, or the one next to that. I followed the trail of fields, all of which were beautiful grass fields that made me really wish I had had a ball and cleats. In total I counted not one, not two, but seven different fields all in close proximity to the stadium. I gues they could practice on whatever field they damn well please.

At this point I had nearly finished my circle, the trees were starting to look familiar. Sure enough I came across the train station and decided to retrace my steps of when I had first arrived. My circle had taken me an hour and a half, and had yielded no results. Things were getting closer to crunch time. There were far more people this time around. The parking lot was already getting full, and the stands were full of people drinking and eating now. I waded thought he crowds, looking for someone who looked like they were looking for me. I spent half an hour walking awkwardly around groups of people over and over again. I over heard one group men talking in British accents. They said they had been planning this trip for weeks, that they had been unable to get tickets online even after looking everywhere. One man said he mangled to get his tickets from a random guy walking around selling them and I cursed under my breath. That should have been my ticket. This did give me a small glimmer of hope, though, with more people here there were bound to be more scalpers.

I eventually came acros two men, both of whom were completely decked out in Hertha gear, you could tell these guys were real fans. Their jackets were homemade, various Hertha stitchings and footballs made that abundantly clear. They each were carrying roughly five scarves each, and one of them had an envelope in his hand. I eyed him up and approached him cautiously. Eventually he saw me and we made eye contact, he held out the envelope and said tickets? Had I found what I was looking for? I asked him if he spoke English and he said no. That would make this more difficult. He pulled out what looked like a ticket from the envelope, he let me hold it and look at it for as long as I liked. I asked Sie viele kostet? Which I think means something like how much? Funfsig euros he said. Okay red flag. That I could not believe. I had heard people saying they saw prices as high as 80 euros, and I had come here ready and willing to spend up to 100 for a ticket, and here this guy was offering half that. There were many things that were going through my head at this point. How could I know these tickets were real? I looked around and saw a group of police men nearby, a coup,e of whom kept looking at me. I felt a chill go down my spine and heard a voice telling me to back away. I said sorry to the two men, and nicht jetzt, not now. I walked away from them and turned the corner, there was a huge line of people next to a small random building. I asked the kid at the back of the line if he spoke English, he said yes. I asked him what the line was for, and he said that this line was for referees, who could get special tickets at discounted prices. I asked him how I might be able to get a ticket, he said really my only chance wa to find someone selling one. He said that I should be careful though, because for a game like this a lot of scalpers would trying to get people to pay double the ticket prices. He said maybe 80 or 90 euro. I said this guy was trying to sell one for 50 and he couldn’t believe it either. I asked him what the scalping laws were inGermany. For instance could one sell tickets legally, and could I buy them legally? He said that it was illegal to sell them but not to buy them, this is what I wanted to hear, the police nearby had just been freaking me out. I decided to go for it.

I went back to the two men and gave him 50 euros for the ticket. Then, he said that I could go in with him if I wanted. This made me feel way more comfortable, that way if the ticket was fake, I could blame him. I told him I was a student and didn’t know any one. He said that the other man was his son, and that they were going to go grab some beers from their car, and that I could come. I followed them. Every minute I grew more and more comfortable, not seeming able to really believe that I had got a ticket. We went to the parking lot, drank a beer and chatted up. He couldn’t speak English, but he seemed to enjoy hearing me struggle with my German. After we finished our beers we decided to go to the stadium. The moment of truth. We walked and talked, or tried to, he said that this third ticket was for a friend of theirs who had hurt his knee and couldn’t come. When we got to the gate, he showed me how to insert the ticket into the machine. It blinked green and the turnstile unlocked, I walked through. I literally let out a cry of victory, but it was short lived as I realized I still had to go through the security guard who patted me down. Once he did though, I was through. I was really going to get to see Bayern Munich play Hertha in Olympiastadion! It all sunk in immediately and I hugged the two men. There names were Detlef and Daniel by the way, Daniel was the son. We walked around the stadium, which seriously looked like it was straight out of Ancient Rome or Greece. They walked me to where my seat was, this is when they said that we actually were not going to be sitting together, and that they were going to leave me here to go find there own seats. I thanked them over and over again and looked up the word grateful in German and said it to them, sehr dankbar. More hugs, more times saying viel spass, then they left.

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Now it was time for me to start enjoying myself. I walked around my seat, the stadium was still pretty empty, most people were out eating and drinking. I decided to join them. Section L 6, row 18, seat 3, for 50 euros, not bad, not bad at all! I grabbed various things to eat and drink for the next hour. I waded through the ever thickening crowd which had many Munich fans by the way, and took in the scenery as well. There were some cool statues and other architecture. I came across a small group of people all facing a fence, I decided to go see what was up and to check it out. They were all watching car driving into the garage below. This had been where I had seen the man in the orange neon vest earlier. Apparently form here you could see all of the players arriving in their fancy cars. As game time approached, I decided to go find me seat again. With the game about to start, the stadium was now full packed, 77,000 people. The Bayern Munich fan section began to light red flares, wave flags and sing loud songs. The smoke covered the field up, and thus the match was postponed a good five minutes. Once it started though, pure heaven.

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I had seen Bayern Munich play many times on tv, but real life was something completely different. In real life, everything they did just looked so much more amazing. When on a screen, it all looks so simple, but with your own eyes,you see just how good they are and that they are really amazing world class athletes. I simply could not look away from the game. It was just too beautiful. The score was tied at zero at halftime, but in the second half, Arturo Vidal scored first then Douglas Costa. Munich took a two nothing lead which was how the game ended. When the final whistle blew, I didn’t want it to end. I stayed in my seat and watched the crowds flow out until there was no one left and the security guards had to come and kick me out. As I left the field and eventually the stadium, I kept looking back behind me, knowing that I may never gain get to see either of these teams play, or even be in this stadium again, but that was ok, I was grateful for the time I had been given.

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