Shiloh – Friday

Tried to post in Ponferrada and alas, it isn’t on my blog. Apologies for the delay in posts!

About to hike up to O’Cebriero. My upper back was cramping yesterday, so I’ve sent my pack ahead for the first time. I can’t decide whether or not to be worried that I’ve hit this many limitations with my body, considering that I’m quite young, or just be accepting of my body as it is and move forward in confidence. Ive mainly done the latter, and am excited to have the opportunity to look up from the road a little more than usual today.

Shiloh – Monday

In the past couple of days I’ve cried at a “potato 💗” tag, slept in a yoga studio, played Camino songs with a stoned Franciscan monk, had a couple of beautiful nights with communal meals and music all around. Leaving Astorga today!

 

Shiloh – Thursday

Still in Leon! Rested up my knee and did a bunch of reading and writing for my project. Today I’m running errands and exploring the Cathedral; knee brace, pack snacks, pilgrim’s mass.

Shiloh – Tuesday

Made it to Leon, with my knees intact. Attending the pilgrim masses for the next two nights, future writings to come.

 

Yesterday I played two songs that I have written on the road with a group of young Italian folks that came together over the course of a week.

It’s beautiful to listen to how everyone’s voices change when they’ve been walking up to eight hours a day; the chest is exasperated for many, so the sound that comes through is vulnerable and dry. The words of the songs fall to the wayside, because the voice requires a lot of protection in order to make something artistic, after having been only a means for breathing so as to push forward.

The artist’s intention is too slippery a thing to keep a hold of. Our art and our voices never fully communicate what we hope, but the circumstances in which the art itself came to be. The voice reflects one’s breath in the present moment, the dance reflects one’s relationship to their body, the painting reflects the intricacy of a person’s tactile sense.

In the case of the voice, I’m absolutely entranced by the low hum of my friends, tired but inspired to make sound because of an ancient need to express their innate communion as pilgrims. I’m singing a song to close up the day while everyone is journaling and drawing, and even though only half of us know the words, on pilgrimage there is an understanding that everyone is welcome to sing.

“A voice cannot carry the tongue and the lips that gave it wings. Alone must it seek the ether. And alone and without his nest shall the eagle fly across the sun.”

-Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet

 

 

Shiloh – Saturday

Terradillos de Los Templarios! I was hoping to spend a few days in Leon walking through the national parks and doing some writing for my project, though I’m worried I won’t have that much time. It’ll take me until at least the 26th to get there, longer if my knee gives me trouble. If I leave Leon on the 28th, I’ll have two weeks to get to Santiago in time, two more days than Brierly’s guide suggests. Crossing fingers and practicing solid self-care.

Shiloh – Wednesday

Walked to Villafranca Montes de Oca!

Made some pals today who walked over the mountain, pressed on for another 12 km. Excited to save that for tomorrow and add another 3 km onto today, to continue taking the time I need and listening to my body. The knee was slightly swollen and clicking today.