In Search of Lost Time

The Evergreen State College

Author: sietas05 (Page 1 of 2)

Proust: Sacrificing Reality

During this weeks reading of Time Regained I found Proust’s musings on morality and human nature to be quite intriguing. The narrator of Time Regained describes some of his characters as being rather two faced in both their actions and emotions. One character which spring instantly to mind is M. de Charlus(the Barron). M. de Charlus is described multiple times by the narrator to be “at heart -very kind(166).” The narrator believes that the katy exterior which M. de Charlus can some time display is false, and that within him he has no real malice. Yet, some time after the Baron’s death, Marcel discovers a letter of confession from him. The letter days that Morel was right to not come and visit him after their falling out because if he had, he would have killed him: He was, in resisting my appeals, the instrument of divine wisdom, for I was resolved, had he come, that he should not leave my house alive. One of the two of us had to disappear. I had decided to kill him(168).” This information begs the question, was M. de Charlus a good person who pretended to be unkind, or was he a bad person who fooled people like marcel into thinking his snide behavior was all part of an act? Maybe it is neither? Perhaps the point of M. de Charlus is to simply be a caricature of the human condition, and expressed that people can be capable of great kindness and great cruelty. Even Morel, who says that he fears the Baron, and that Marcel does not know him as he does(166), says almost in the same breath “Good heavens, yes! I know he is kind. And Wonderfully considerate, and honest(166).”

The irony in the moral contradictions of people is perhaps the most explicit in the brothel scene of Time Regained. The young men working at the brothel take on the role of criminal for the pleasure of their customers, who are aroused and delighted at the idea that they are fraternising with a murderer or thief, but becomes outraged at the idea that such men could tell a lie, namely the lie that they are criminals. “The client, in his naivety, is astounded, for with his arbitrary conception of the gigolo, while he gets a thrill of delight from the numerous murders of which he believes him to be guilty, he is horrified by any simple contradiction or lie which he detects in his words(195).”

On a grander scale, the narrator points out the peculiarities in how people weigh different moral values. On page 204 of Time Regained the narrator looks at how patriotism might be compared to sexual virtue: “There was a page-boy from a hotel who was absolutely terrified because of all the money the Baron offered him if he would go to his house! …The boy, who in fact only cares about women, was reassured when he understood what was wanted of him. Hearing all these promises of money, he had taken the baron for a spy. And he was greatly relieved when he realized that he was being asked to sell not his country but his body, is is possibly not a more moral thing to do, but less dangerous, and in any case easier.” In this selection of reading it is safe to say that sexual deviance(according to the period), though still considered wrong, was not nearly as heinous an act as betraying one’s country. The greater danger of treason insinuates that moral responsibilities toward one’s country trump moral responsibilities to the self.

Francoise, Marcel’s servant, is also contradictory in her display of moral character. The clearest example I can come up with is her display of compassion. Francoise is intense in her display of empathy and compassion when the victim of a cruel world is not within her presence, and “she parades her grief(229).” Yet, when the suffering individual is in her presence, she displays and air of disdain. At the death of Robert Francoise, who hadn’t thought much of him in life, “descanted upon the memory of the dead man with frenzied threnodies and lamentations(229).” When given the opportunity to put her sympathy for the dead to some use, by comforting marcel, she instead becomes uncomfortable and turns away from him. The narrator claims this is not a trait significant to Francoise, but to many “emotional people.” Her behavior reminds me of a quote from page 154 of the book when Marcel is discussing the possible destruction of a statute which M. de Charlus describes as an “affirmation of faith and energy.” Marcel corrects him: “You mean it’s symbol, Monsieur, and I adore certain symbols no less than you do. But it would be absurd to sacrifice to the symbol the reality that it symbolizes.” This is what I would say Francoise is doing, she puts all her energy into projecting the appearance of empathy, but when it is time to put it into action, she is cold and aloof.

The idea of sacrificing reality to the symbol may be a problem as universal as having a conflicted sense of morality. I do not believe that these are new problems, but I can not help but wonder if the rise of the middle class, which during lecture has been described as the dawn of “keeping up appearances,” might have exacerbated our sense that moral symbolism was more important than moral reality.

Wing Luke: The Heart of the International District

Tasia Siereveld

5-26-15

In Search of Lost Time

 

Wing Luke: The Heart of the International District

 

I’m strolling along in Seattle, but walking beneath the iron and glass pergola hugging the corner of Pioneer Square Park, I can almost imagine that I am strolling through a European metropolis on the cusp of the 20th century. This is something I love about this city; its many faces have a way of transporting you to a different time, and sometimes, a different place. The Beaux Arts of Union Station captures the obsession the West had with Parisian architecture around the turn of the 19th century, the Space Needle takes you back to the post WWII era which marks the love affair so many architects had with everything outer-space, and the Central Waterfront looks out onto Elliott Bay and provides you with all the joys of boardwalk culture. All of these stylistic expressions of Seattle have a special place in my heart, but the district of seattle which I formed a unique affection for is the International District, which greets me as I step out of Pioneer square.

It is difficult for me to clearly explain why I feel such a profound connection to the International District, which prior to the 1970s was still referred to as Chinatown. In truth, I think it is due to a whole host of reasons, some obvious and some hidden even from me. I first visited the area 7th grade with an after-school club for Japanese culture enthusiasts. Initially I joined because of my admiration for the teacher who started the club, but I quickly grew very interested in the subject matter. As the grand conclusion to the group’s time together we took a journey to Seattle’s International District(IND). Our first stop, the place I will always see as the heart of the district, was the Wing Luke Museum.

The Wing Luke Museum is dedicated to preserving the history and culture of Seattle’s Asian Pacific American community. The International District is one of the only communities of it’s kind on the US mainland, a remarkable collection of cultures are woven into it’s history, including not only Japanese and Chinese, but Filipino, Korean, Vietnamese, Cambodian, Thai, and Indian.  Because of the area’s complex population, there are many complex matters the museum, which is a community based organization, has to consider as they design their exhibits. Because the museum is designed in collaboration with the community, the exhibits it contains say a lot about what the IND community values. Through my exploration of the museum I distinguished two important themes, community and identity. These concepts are integral to the museum’s approach to the representation of the Pacific Asian American community. The museum’s ability to weave an engaging narrative of history and inspire within me a keen interest in the subject matter hinged upon their used of those themes.

My first visit to the Wing Luke Museum for the purpose of this project took place on a Friday. Walking up King St. on my way to the museum i could smell the roast duck that was hanging in the window of the Fortuna Cafe, as well as the heady aroma of dried spices wafting out of a small Chinese grocery. The heavy wooden doors, which formed the entrance to the museum, caused a rush of air to be dragged into the building as they swung open, sending the massive colorful wind chime overhead into a frenzy. I walked up to the reception counter,“Hi, I would like to purchase a year long membership.” I said said cheerfully. The young woman sitting behind the desk smiled at me.

“Sure,” she said “just sign this paperwork here please.” She handed me a clip board with a single form on it. I thanked her and went on to explain my mission there at the museum. The young women looked genuinely pleased. “Well we certainly appreciate your interest.” she said. She told me that she could get me in touch with the director of educational outreach, and that they would make sure I got access to all the resources I would need. She then handed me a small map of the museum and gave me some information on the exhibits and upcoming oral history tour. I noted how warm my welcome was, as opposed to the rather stuffy receptions I have received at some other museums. I relaxed  at the woman’s sign that she was genuinely excited that I had designed a project around the museum. I glanced at the pamphlet for new members. “It’s Your Museum!” it read.

I decided to spend the few minutes I had before the beginning of the oral history tour in one of my favorite exhibits. To reach the exhibit one must climb a set of stairs which on a sunny day seem to ascend into the brightness of the sky. The stairs look to be made of old recycled dock wood, and I can easily imagine them leading out to Puget Sound. At the end of the staircase there is a landing bathed in the sunlight shining through the panel of glass which forms the ceiling. The installation is titled  “The Letter Cloud”, and was designed by Susie Kozawa and Erin Shie Palmer. The walls of the hall look to have been pulled from an old seaside shanty, and are covered in tar and ornamented with frosted windows glowing with candle light. The azure sky shining through the skylight is meant to represent the blue of the ocean. Hundreds of paper letters are suspended overhead by fishing line, and dance in the wake of an artificial breeze.

From the end of the hall came the sound of a gentle voice, but the words were lost in the sound of the waves until I reached the bench at the back of the hall. The voice was that of a woman reading an old letter from a young man to his love across the sea. Letters from other immigrants followed, often read by their children or grandchildren. The matters of which they wrote were so relatable and timeless that i couldn’t help but feel a deep sense of solidarity with them. I identified with their struggles as well as their successes.The letters were read in their original tongue as well as in English, increasing their accessibility.  “A cloud of paper floats these letters across time and space…” readed a portion of the description on the wall.

The oral history tour started on the ground floor of the museum in front of the biographical exhibit for the museum’s namesake, Wing Chong Luke. Only two other people were waiting for the tour, so the group was small. Our guide, Don, was incredibly personable; he asked where we were all from, and chatted about his family and where he was from. His casual conversational style lent itself perfectly to the tour. At times I could hardly distinguish what was planned in his presentation, and what came organically. For instance, Don revealed his parents were actually from the same province of China as Wing Luke. He told us of the first time he visited their old home and his surprise at finding the people of China to be extremely warm and welcoming towards him. “There was a time when American born Chinese people were not well received there,” he informed us. Traveling for Don had been a great learning experience, and he encouraged all of us to travel to China some day. “Travel transcends racial lines.” he said.

As Don covered the life of Wing Luke, the part of his story which seemed the most significant took place in his childhood. In primary school he was the only non-caucasian child, and was picked on terribly. Wing, we were told, was also an incredible artist. Don asked us, “So, if you could draw really well, and all of these kids were picking on you, how would you draw them?” I looked kind of bashful and hesitated. “I guess I would make them look pretty stupid,” I said. Don nodded, “Well Wing didn’t do that, he wanted these kids to like him, and so he drew them all as superheroes!” As it turns out, this worked. Wing became one of the most well liked boys in his entire class. A class photo with Wing standing at the center, with all the students smiling, added a pleasant visual ending to the story.

The tour moved to the front of the museum where we learned about the history of how the International District was built and then outside where we could look at the city directly. The tour then moved to the East Kong Yick Building, which was donated to the museum after it closed. The store, which was rebuilt as a part of the museum, is still filled with all the original jars of dried goods and account books. Don revealed that he used to come to the shop in it’s original location as a child. He would buy dried plums as a treat and help his brother carry the 100 lb bag of rice his mother would purchase there every month. More and more I was realizing that Don was himself a part of the story he was laying out for us.

From the Yick building we moved onto the Freeman Hotel, which was one of the first resting places of many immigrants coming to Seattle from Asia. The hotel rooms were small and sparsely furnished. It was hard to imagine that these rooms were used as permanent living quarters for grown men. The hotel also contained meeting rooms for Family Associations. Family Associations were essentially clubs comprised of people who came from the same provinces in China, and wanted to recapture the sense of the community they had when living in their old villages. The first of such banquet style meeting rooms we entered belonged to the Gee How Oak Tin Family Association, the largest in the nation. Such associations are a testament to how important maintaining a sense of community was in the early days of the international district. It also demonstrates the creative ways in which immigrant populations go about maintaining a sense of cultural identity and how they valued the roots of their past. After learning about the history and structure of family associations we moved into the adjoining room which stood for yet another family association and displayed a collection of antique mahjong tiles, a traditional Chinese game similar to dominoes.

Don lead us all to the window and pointed to the other side of King street. “Do you see that building over there?” he asked. Another type of association in the area was known as a tong, which was originally a secret business organization generally of ill repute. They were known to be involved in gambling, smuggling, and even prostitution once upon a time, but have since become merely places for older chinese people to gather socially. Don’s father was actually a member of the Bing Tong Association, which we could see from the window. He often kept that part of his life secret from his family. Yet, Don does remember his father showing him card tricks, and demonstrating how easy it would be for him to swindle any rube who tried their luck at gambling with the tong.

The tour ended where I began, at the “Letter Cloud.” Don left us with the message that the stories the museum tells are a part of us all, they are stories of immigration, of struggle, and of seeking the American dream.Those who visit the museum aren’t only supporting it financially, but are participating in keeping certain memories alive. In addition,we spread our new found knowledge and insight to the rest of the community when we leave. “It’s Your Museum!” say the flyers sitting outside the museum entrance.

 

From the first moment I walked into the museum, I was made to feel welcome. The museum staff all seemed pleased with my presence. They sought to encourage my curiosity as I asked questions, and received the knowledge I had to impart with grace and respect. Through out the tour Don engaged with us by asking us questions rather than simply giving us answers. Because of how the tour was conducted I was able to recognize when I was learning something new, as well as occasionally add a bit of my own knowledge to the tour. The conversational style of the tour also allowed me to examine any previous ideas or conceptions I may have had about history. Because we were a community of learners rather than passive recipients of information the subject matter felt more relevant to me.

I was further impressed by the museums dedication towards education within the community once my tour was over. As the girl at the front desk promised I was put in touch with the director of educational outreach. He provided me with his contact information, and talked to me about the resources the library had available to me.

The museum library is located on the second floor of the museum. It’s full title is the Governor Gary Locke Library and Community Heritage Center, or GGLLCHC. The library is home to books, oral history interviews, articles, archives, photographs, videos, and art all relating to Asian Pacific American history and culture. Though the museum does not lend out its materials, there is no admission charge for anyone wishing to utilize it’s resources. I took this as further proof of the Wing’s open and welcoming nature as well as their dedication to community education.

The exhibits themselves, both through medium and content made me feel I was a part of the community I was learning about. The use of what I call full immersion exhibitions were incredibly powerful. To be standing on the street, looking out over the horizon of Seattle while I learned about it reminded me that there is a wealth of knowledge about the IND’s history and culture outside of the walls of the museum. Because I live so close to Seattle, I can venture into the city myself and make connections to the community directly, the museum is merely a jumping off point. The Wing Luke Museum web site and staff encourage visitors to explore independently on their visitation page. Being able to walk through the Yick Fung shop and the Freeman Hotel, as if suspended in time, transported me back to the past and allowed me to adopt a different perspective far more easily than by looking at pictures in a book. The recreation of scenes and places of the past by the museum intensified my empathy for people who now exist only as memories. Lastly, the story about Wing Luke using kindness to make friends with the students who were teasing him really highlighted the museum’s message that community and understanding is important, and that it can be achieved through compassion and education.

Don’s background was also an important factor in his aptitude as a guide, because as it turned out, he had a personal connection to the museum’s subject matter.   His memories of the area as a child brought the subject matter quite literally to life as it was embodied by him. Hearing about the IND from someone who actually grew up there, and who has a place in the history we were talking about made it a very personal experience. Listening to an oral history from someone who could provide a personal perspective to enhance the information I was receiving made me realize how relevant this topic still is to the Seattle community today.  Learning about the area’s history and culture from a person with roots in it inspired in me, as I am sure it does in others, a sense of solidarity, and connection. People help us connect because compassion is a gateway to enlightenment.

My ability to relate, through post memory, on some level to the early Asian immigrants that came to Seattle stems from my own family history. My great grandparents immigrated to Seattle around the turn of the century as well, and though their arrival was not met with the same hostility and injustices as the early Asian settlers many of their struggles would have been similar; repressing cultural practices and language, attempting to adapt to a strange environment, and striving to carve out a place in a society that sees you as an outsider. Even today, just like the early immigrants of the 1900s, we are all struggling to achieve our goals, and find our place in society while maintaining our own identity. Finding fundamental connections to others through shared experiences creates a bridge between communities, and makes it easier to empathise with experiences which we may never have been exposed to personally. This is the foundation for a caring and successful community.

The Wing Luke museum understands the importance of  people in the learning and preservation process, which is why they make sure that the people of Seattle’s International District play a key role in the museums design. While conducting some research through the museum’s web site (wingluke.org) I learned a great deal more about how the museum has excelled as a community driven organization. In 1995 the museum won the National Award for Museum Services for their “cutting edge work in fostering broad-based participation in the development of exhibitions and programs.” The museum’s goal is to get the Pacific Asian American communities and the public at large to become engaged with learning about the cultures and histories tied to the IND and to participate in the growth of the museum. One way they do this is by using the Community-based Exhibition Model. Community members are involved in the process of making exhibits every step of the way, from brainstorming ideas to installing exhibits, to outreach and publicity. The team of people that puts together an exhibit always includes not only staff members, but “core community members,” which make up the Community Advisory Committee(CAC). The members of this group all have some personal connection to the subject matter of the exhibit to be created. They are the ones with authority over the the content of the exhibit, and what it’s main messages are. The CAC is also charged with branching out further into the community, inviting others to contribute their talents or stories to the formation of the exhibit. On occasion, a leader is necessary for the group to run smoothly. Such a person is chosen based upon their strong role within the community rather than a history in museum work. They help by facilitating group meetings, connecting the museum further with the community, and sharing their wisdom in general.

As I learned about the process  the museum goes through to design their exhibits, and how much they value the community in the process, I began to further value where I fit into the equation. As a patron  of the museum I support it financially, but I also come as a vessel for the knowledge and the wisdom its stories would bestow upon me. I matter in this community for the simple and powerful fact that I care. Because I care so deeply about this community and their stories, I carry them with me, and thus bring parts of the museum with me wherever I go. I  am not the only one of course, many others share my role, but our role is also an important part of the process because our passion for the museum spreads awareness to others, who in turn become interested in visiting the museum. In this way, stories and community keep history alive.

I believe that Wing Luke is truly is a community museum, in that it preserves the history of a community, promotes communal memory, and creates it’s own community within and beyond its walls.

 

On my second visit I chose to do a little exploring of the exhibits on my own. I wandered about in solitude for the majority of the time as few other visitors were there at the same time as me. The Central Gallery was my first stop. The Gallery, which is supported by the Allen Family Foundation, is a permanent exhibition space titled “Honoring Our Journey.”  The dimly lit gallery is a peaceful space filled with numerous artifacts, images, stories and sounds all meant to preserve the memories and cultures of early Pacific Asian settlers in the Northwest.

As I walked into the gallery I was confronted by a text adorned wall which gave a brief introduction to some of the sentiments behind the exhibition space. The display is titled “Honoring Our Journey: Asian Pacific Americans,” and goes on to explain what it means to belong to this group. They are “Members of thriving communities” who share a “common history and common experience in America.” Their goal is to ban together so that they may have “their history known, their voices heard, and their needs addressed.” Their hope is that by coming together as a community and honoring their roots, whether they be “multiracial, gay, straight, or intermarried (etc.), they will gain deeper insight into their own identity.

While reading this passage I began to place the concept of identity within the theme of community. The passage, while praising the collective efforts of the APIA community to honor their connections also made a great effort to point out that not all those who are APIA are the same.

The nearest exhibit within reach of the entrance was a collection of portraits placed above an artificial mantle. The portraits were of dolls, and a caption was placed near them:”We recreate old cultural ways in their homes…” The dolls were a physical reminder of the land their owners left behind. The rest of the caption expressed the concerns Asian immigrants had with not belonging in American society, as well as their struggle to keep the memory of their origins alive. The latter is expressed by the quote “memories of the homeland dissolve with time.” The exhibit made me think about the importance of memory and honoring one’s origins in maintaining a sense of identity. I realized that because the dolls were meant to preserve immigrant memories by way of being a  physical representation of the past, objects could be directly linked to identity in a way that was not superficial.

As I moved deeper into the gallery I found a bench sitting in front of a wall on which images of Asian American culture were being projected. As I looked to my left I saw that pristinely stenciled words adorned the smooth surface of a cement wall. There were two sections of text. The first section was titled “Asian American- A New Identity.” The section talked about the term APIA, and how is was a more accurate identifying term than simply Asian: “We are both Asian and American.” The article also talked about the way in which the APIA title can be perceived as positive (strength, unity, community), or negative (separation, clannish). As I read I began to consider the conflict that can arise between communities when people try to evaluate certain aspects of their identity and how their identity can isolate them as well as create a sense of connection. Questions are asked in the paragraph about how children adopted from Asia or those of an interracial marriage identify themselves. No answer was provided for these questions, and thus I believe they were intended to give the viewer food for thought as they explored the museum.

The second part of the mural said “Remember the Past, the Struggles!” It then listed some of the civil rights movements the community had participated in, as well as some of the hurtful things that are frequently said to people of an Asian American background.

Moving on, I discovered a case filled with symbols of different Asian cultural traditions. The case held buddhist statues, wooden carvings which depicted a Korean wedding party, and a collection of religious symbols. The exhibit presented the idea that “tradition provides depth and meaning to one’s life”, and that tradition has “deep roots” often based in folk beliefs, and is “kept alive through ritual.”

After exploring the Main portion of the Central Gallery I decided to wander in the direction of the Kid’s Center. Near the entrance to the children’s portion of the gallery there were two little trees covered entirely in colorful paper tags.  The tags were New Year wishes which people wrote for their loved ones and hung on the little trees in the hopes that they would come true. This Chinese tradition appeared to have been popular with visitors, and I found that rather touching.

The children’s center was decorated lavishly with mostly Chinese  New Year decorations. A large dragon puppet, the kind seen snaking down the street in New Year parades, hung from one corner of the ceiling, and near it hung a large happy mask meant to resemble the face of a doll. Little red envelopes, which are used to present children with money on on New Year’s Day for good luck, were pinned accross the wall. A panel on the wall talked about the significance of the New Year in the context of tradition, and the exchange of such of cultural practices to new generations and new communities. The first portion reads: “Asian immigrants settling in the Pacific Northwest bring with them many holidays from their homelands…Here in America [APIAs] pass along their traditions to their children.” The piece continued by talking about how the APIA community practice their traditions not only at home with family but in the community. The celebration of the New Year is compared to other holidays such as St. Patrick’s day, because though it did not originate in America, it has been adopted by American culture. The piece continues with “While many New Year traditions have changed to accommodate new surroundings in America, their essence still remains.”

After wandering about the children’s center a bit more, I moved into the adjoining hall which contained the Community Portrait Gallery. The gallery contained 5 exhibits at the time: I Am Filipino; Vietnam in the Rearview Mirror; Alaskeros: A Documentary Exhibit on Pioneer Filipino Cannery Workers; Cambodian Cultural Museum and Killing Fields Memorial; and Hometown Desi: South Asian Culture in the Pacific Northwest.

I Am Filipino was a very interesting piece which took up an entire room. On one wall of the room there were pictures of dozens of people, all of whom were of Filipino descent. Every individual looked incredibly unique, and every one of them had a different definition of what it is to be Filipino. One quote said, “ It is hard to say what being Filipino is. It can be anything.” Oral history stations were set up around the room so that the visitor could listen to interviews done with various Filipino individuals on the topic of their experience with identity. One woman who was interviewed talked about how she manages to balance her new identity as an American and her Filipino identity. She referred to herself as a “weekend Filipino.” The term refers to living a lifestyle that requires her to suppress her Filipino identity during the week and while she works, and only participating in the traditions of home during her off days.

At another oral history station a young woman named Karen Johnstone reflected on what it is like for her to be fair skinned and have a dark skinned Filipina mother. She also talked about the struggle her mother had with being dark skinned and having a fair skinned mother. “She definitely made efforts to make connections but she also felt very isolated,” Karen said about her mother. Karen said she learned a lot from her mother about the importance of self esteem when it comes to identity: “She taught me and I have learned through her and through my own experiences as being very fair skinned and also being very immersed in the Filipino Community, that I have to accept myself, and true, there will be those who will question or reject me, but I’m not going to let them take away my identity.”

As I wandered through the rest of the Gallery I found many similar presentations of identity as something complex and fluid. The matter of identity seemed to be of great importance not only to the Filipino population but to many other Immigrants living in America. People belonging to the Vietnamese, Cambodian,and Indian communities all had important things to say about the nature of identity.

At the end of my self tour there was another photo collage that said “South Asian identities are complex, layered, and fluid.” Under each photo was a short description of that person’s identity as they saw it.

I stayed until the museum started to close, and spent the last few minutes sitting on the bench in the Central Gallery. In those last few minutes I sawtwo other visitors. They were a young couple, the male was caucasian and the female was of Asian descent. I watched them as they explored some of the exhibits and as the young woman explained how one of the traditional Japanese dresses was worn. They giggled and smiled and flirted as they explored. Soon the announcement was made that the museum was closing, and I gathered my things and made for the exit. As I left the museum I felt a strong sense that I had gained further insight into the nature of being Asian American in the Northwest.

 

My visit revealed a lot to me about the importance of memory both personal and collective in the formation of identity. One of the major challenges in maintaining an authentic sense of identity for the APIA people is balancing a respect for the past without ignoring their unique role in the present. The passing down of stories and the continuing practice of traditions serves as a catalyst for post and collective memory. Traditions not only travel with people to new countries and new homes, but they integrate themselves into that community as well, and may even become part of other cultural identities. I feel that the ability to share traditions and allow them to adapt while still retaining their essence is a fundamental tool for helping people to connect across cultures.

My visit also reminded me that it is helpful to have a tangible representation of the past. Because time is such a great oppositional force against memory, an object, like a doll, can be a valuable tool for keeping the past alive. Objects and the traditions they are related to root people to their collective past, and therefore have a substantial impact on the formation of their identity.

The exhibits of the central gallery and the  Community Portrait Gallery also made me consider the challenges people face not only in the process of discovering their identity, but in the presentation of that identity as well.

As I explored the Community Portrait Gallery I saw a clear continuation of the theme of identity. The variation in identity amongst Asian Americans and their struggle to maintain a sense of tradition, while still integrating themselves into America appeared to be the major concentration.

 

The values of community and identity seemed to be interwoven continuously throughout the museum’s portrayal of  Pacific Asian American history in the Northwest.  Identity is complex and deep in that it is inseparable from those who came before you, because to understand your role in the present you must understand how the actions of those in the past have shaped the world around you. Also, because post memory  is another type of communal memory, both influence how we think about ourselves, especially in relation to others. My visit to the museum demonstrated how balancing individual identity with having a larger role in the community can be difficult but also rewarding.

I also came to realize that I am a part of a community which has subcultures within it, one of those subcultures is the APIA community. I interact with members of that community almost every day, so learning more about their history and concerns with identity allows me to be more compassionate and understanding. I understand better now how to support my friends and peers with ties to Asian American culture.

People do not exist in isolation, to understand yourself you have to understand the people around you. This is a reality which the Wing Luke Asian Museum  understands, and they use this knowledge to design their exhibits in a way that reaches out to individuals, but then shows them how important they are to the IND community at large. They do this by pointing out the visitors power to help preserve communal history, support museum and the IND community at large, and contribute personally to communal education. My understanding of my own identity and relationship to the International District has been strengthened by my exploration of the Wing Luke museum, as has my resolve to educate myself and others further on the importance of education and understanding through community and self reflection.

 

Schopenhauer

I found Thursday’s Lecture on Schopenhauer fascinating. I have not yet taken a philosophy class so Thursday was my first introduction to Schopenhauer. I found some of the lecture on his theories to be a bit confusing, but I took great interest in his theory that people represent fragmented bits of will, and that the wills of others are constantly in conflict. From what I understood of the lecture it seemed that Schopenhauer believed the universe to be of a single will until humans arrived on the earth. I interpreted this to mean that Schopenhauer saw the “natural world” as having a single harmonious drive, but that people brought into the world conflict because we see our individual will as being the only one of importance, and are frustrated and confused when others get in the way of us reaching our goals. Such a principal reminds me of the Theory of Mind, which is described as ones ability to understand that others are mental beings with thoughts, feelings, desires, and perspectives of their own. The Theory of Mind principal actually came to me quite a few times as I was reading Swann’s Way. During the first half of Swann’s Way Marcel is though thought to be around 9 or ten, around which age he should have already developed a fairly sound Theory of Mind, and yet he seems to lake this skill which has been deemed by  developmental psychologists as being necessary for proper social interactions. For instance, on page 109 of Swann’s Way the narrator describes his young self as not understanding why his parents would be upset about him meeting his uncle’s mistress. “How could I have thought such a thing, since I did not wish it?” he laments. He fallows this with “And I could not suppose that my parent’s would see any harm in a visit in which I myself saw none.” Such statements demonstrate how young Marcel could not understand how his will did not directly create the outcome that he desired. Schopenhauer believed that we all have problems with the concept of Theory of Mind through out our lives, and that this is why there is conflict in the world.

Proust’s series, In Search of Lost Time, seems to add a whole new dimension to Schopenhauer’s theory of conflict of will and interpersonal discord. Proust does this by having the narrator Marcel dwell repeatedly on the distinctions between the present and past selves. If our present selves are so different from our past selves, that our desires and thus wills change, how do we deal with the resulting internal conflict of wills? On page 54 of Within a Budding Grove the narrator states that “[Love creates] a supplementary person, distinct from the person whom the world knows by the same name, a person most of whose constituent elements are derived from ourselves.” Here, it is being said that love too can create a new form of our self, a form whose will is obsessed with the goal of obtaining the object of their desire. The notion that both time and love(the falling out of ) can work together to distinguish separate selves is presented on page 804 of The Fugitive. “The newcomer who would find it easy to endure the prospect of life  without Albertine had made his appearance in me… The possible advent of these new selves, which ought each to bear a different name from the preceding one, was something I had always dreaded, because of their indifference to the object of my love…” The conflict here is the distress Marcel experiences over realizing that the person he has become no longer cares for Albertine in the same way as his past self.

Schopenhauer’s philosophy of will and conflict can be applied numerous times throughout Proust’s masterpiece, not just due to the conflict of interest between the different characters, but due to the differing interests existing within a single character.

Draft: Memory Project

Tasia Siereveld
5-5-15
In Search of Lost time

Wing Luke: The Heart of Seattle’s Asian Pacific American Community
My First Visit to Wing Luke
I’m strolling along in Seattle, but walking beneath the iron and glass pergola hugging the corner of Pioneer Square Park, I can almost imagine that I am strolling through a European metropolis on the cusp of the 20th century. This is something I love about this city; its many faces have a way of transporting you to a different time, and sometimes, a different place. The Beaux Arts of Union Station captures the obsession the West had with Parisian architecture around the turn of the 19th century, the Space Needle takes you back to the post WWII era which marks the love affair so many architects had with everything outer-space, and the Central Waterfront looks out onto Elliott Bay and provides you with all the joys of boardwalk culture. All of these stylistic expressions of Seattle have a special place in my heart, but the district of seattle which I formed a unique affection for is the International District, which greets me as I step out of Pioneer square. It is difficult for me to clearly explain why I feel such a profound connection to the International District, which prior to the 1970s was still referred to as Chinatown. In truth, I think it is due to a whole host of reasons, some obvious and some hidden even from me. I first visited the area 7th grade with an after-school club for Japanese culture enthusiasts. Initially I joined because of my admiration for the teacher who started the club, but I quickly grew very interested in the subject matter. As the grand conclusion to the group’s time together we took a journey to Seattle’s International District(IND). Our first stop, the place I will always see as the heart of the district, was the Wing Luke Museum.
The Wing Luke Museum is dedicated to preserving the history and culture of Seattle’s Asian Pacific American community. The International District is one of the only communities of it’s kind on the US mainland, a remarkable collection of cultures are woven into it’s history, including not only Japanese and Chinese, but Filipino, Korean, Vietnamese, Cambodian, Thai, and Indian. Because of the area’s complex population, there are many complex matters the museum, which is a community based organization, would have to consider as they design their exhibits. There are also questions I must consider if I am to better understand where I feel I fit into this community which I admire so much. In this paper I will be exploring the museum and what it has to offer, not only in the way of knowledge but in the vein of wisdom. In the end, I hope to emerge with not only a better understanding of the museum and the IND community, but of myself.

My first visit to the Wing Luke Museum for the purpose of this project took place on a Friday, and having spent the whole week preparing, I was eager to begin my intellectual journey.Walking up King St. on my way to the museum i could smell the roast duck that was hanging in the window of the Fortuna Cafe, as well as the heady aroma of dried spices wafting out of a small chinese grocery. Upon entering the museum the heavy wooden doors which formed the entrance caused a rush of air to be dragged into the building as they swung open, sending the massive colorful wind chime overhead into a frenzy. I inhaled deeply, as I usually do when stepping into when stepping into what I call “a learning place.” I do the same thing when I step into a library or a theater hall. There is something intoxicating about the smell of books and the silent energy of minds at work. I walked directly up to the front desk.
“Hi, I would like to purchase a year membership.” The young woman sitting behind the desk smiled at me.
“Sure,” she said “just sign this paperwork here please.” She handed me a clip board with a single form on it. I thanked her and went on to explain my mission there at the museum. The young women looked genuinely pleased. “Well we certainly appreciate your interest.” she said. She told me that she could get me in touch with the director of educational outreach, and that they would make sure I got access to all the resources I would need. She then handed me a small map of the museum and gave me some information on the exhibits and upcoming oral history tour. I noted how warm my welcome was, as opposed to the rather stuffy receptions I have received at some other museums. I glanced at the pamphlet for new members, “It’s Your Museum!” it read.
I decided to spend the few minute I had before the begin of the oral history tour in one of my favorite exhibits. To reach the exhibit one must climb a set of stairs which on a sunny day seem to ascend into the brightness of the sky. The stairs look to be made of old recycled dock wood, and I can easily imagine them leading out to the puget sound. At the end of the staircase there is a landing bathed in the sunlight shining through the panel of glass which forms the ceiling. The installation is titled “The Letter Cloud”, and was designed by Susie Kozawa and Erin Shie Palmer. The walls of the hall also look to have been pulled from an old seaside shanty, covered in tar and ornamented with frosted windows glowing with candle light. The azure sky shining through the skylight is meant to represent the blue of the ocean. Hundreds of paper letters are suspended overhead by fishing line, and dance in the wake of an artificial breeze. From the end of the hall comes the sound of a gentle voice, but the words are lost in the sound of the waves until you reach the bench at the back of the hall. The voice was that of a woman reading an old letter from a young man to his love across the sea. Other readings from other immigrants followed, often read by their children or grand children. The matters of which they wrote were so relatable and timeless that i couldn’t help but feel a deep sense of solidarity with them and their struggles and their successes.The letters were read in their original tongue as well as in english, increasing their accessibility. “A cloud of paper floats these letters across time and space…” reads a portion of the description on the wall.
The oral history tour started on the ground floor of the museum in front of the biographical exhibit for the museum’s namesake, Wing Chong Luke. Only two other people were waiting for the tour, so the group was small. Our guide, Don, was incredibly personable; he asked where we were all from, and chatted about his family and where he was from. His casual conversational style lent itself perfectly to the tour, and at times I could hardly distinguish what was planned in his presentation, and what came organically. For instance, Don revealed parents were actually from the same province of China as Wing Luke. He told us of the first time he visited their old home and his surprise at finding the people of China to be extremely warm and welcoming towards him. “There was a time when American born Chinese people were not well received there.” he informed us. Traveling for Don had been a great learning experience, and he encouraged all of us to travel to China some day. “Travel transcends racial lines.” he said.
As Don covered the life of Wing Luke, the part of his story which seemed the most significant took place in his childhood. In primary school he was the only non-caucasian child, and was picked on terribly. Wing, we were told, was also an incredible artist. Don asked us “So, if you could draw really well, and all of these kids were picking on you, how would you draw them?” I looked kind of bashful and hesitated. “I guess I would make them look pretty stupid.” I said. Don nodded, “Well Wing didn’t do that, he wanted these kids to like him, and so he drew them all as superheroes!” As it turns out, this worked, Wing became one of the most well liked boys in his entire class. A class photo with Wing standing at the center, with all the student’s smiling added a pleasant visual ending to the story.
The tour moved to the front of the museum where we learned about the history of how the International District was built and then outside where we could look at the city directly. The tour then moved to the East Kong Yick Building which was donated to the museum after it closed. The store, which was rebuilt as a part of the museum is still filled with all the original jars of dried goods and account books. Don reveals that he used to come to the shop in it’s original location as a child. He would buy dried plums as a treat and help his brother carry the 100 lb bag of rice his mother would purchase there every month. More and more I was realizing that Don was himself a part of the story he was laying out for us.
From the Yick building we moved on to the Freeman Hotel, which was one of the first resting places of many immigrants coming to Seattle from Asia. The hotel rooms were small and sparsely furnished, it was hard to imagine that these rooms were used as permanent living quarters for grown men. The hotel also contained meeting rooms for Family Associations. Family Associations were essentially clubs comprised of people who came from the same provinces in China, and wanted to recapture the sense of the community they had when living in their old villages. The first of such banquet style meeting rooms we entered belonged to the Gee How Oak Tin Family Association, the largest in the nation. Such associations are a testament to how important maintaining a sense of community was and still is in the early days of the international district. It also demonstrates the creative ways in which immigrant populations go about maintaining a sense of cultural identity and how they valued the roots of their past. After learning about the history and structure of family associations we moved into the adjoining room which stood for yet another family association and displayed a collection of antique mahjong tiles, a traditional chinese game similar to dominoes.
Don lead us all to the window and pointed to the other side of King street. “Do you see that building over there?” he asked. Another type of association in the area was known as a tong, which was originally a secret business organization generally of ill repute. They were known to be involved in gambling, smuggling, and even prostitution once upon a time, but have since become merely places for older chinese people to gather socially. Don’s father was actually a member of the Bing Tong Association, which we could see from the window, and often kept that part of his life separate from the rest of his life. Yet Don does remember his father showing him card tricks, and demonstrating how easy it would be for him to swindle any rube who tried their luck at gambling with the tong.
The tour ended where I began, at the “Letter Cloud.” Don left us with the message that the story the museum tells is a part of us all, it’s a story of immigration, of struggle, and of seeking the American dream.Those who visit the museum aren’t only supporting it financially, but we are participating in keeping certain memories alive, and we are spreading that knowledge and insight to the rest of the community when we leave. “It’s Your Museum!” say the flyers sitting outside the museum entrance.
Analysis of My Visit: What I Learned
From the first moment I walked into the museum, I was made to feel welcome. The young girl at the front desk was accommodating and kind. She also displayed genuine excitement that I had designed a project around the museum and used the royal “we” when she expressed that excitement, showing that it was the whole museum and it’s staff who were pleased with my presence. This shows how important each member visitor is to the museum, and how they create a sense of belonging from the moment you arrive. This was emphasised by the statement on the front of the pamphlet: “It’s Your Museum!”
The young woman at the front desk also informed me about the museum’s library and got me in touch with the director of educational outreach, which shows how important they feel the education of the community is, and how willing they are to go the extra mile to help someone learn.
While on the tour with Don, I rediscovered that feeling I had at 13 when I visited, the feeling of connectedness, the notion that I was a part of the community I had come to learn about.Throughout our time together he kept us engaged by asking us questions rather than just giving us answers, this allowed us to recognize when we were learning something new, as well as occasionally add a bit of our own knowledge to the tour. In this way we were a community of learners rather than passive recipients of information. It kept us engaged and made the subject feel relevant. It also allowed us to question what we already knew, and recognize when we were learning something new.
The story about Wing Luk using kindness to make friends with the students who were teasing him really the museum’s message that community and understanding is important, and that it can be achieved through compassion and education.
I also felt that it was a powerful teaching tool, to have the group look directly at the city while we learned about it. It makes one feel like you are a part of the community you are learning about. It also reminds you that the museum isn’t the only resource for learning about this vibrant portion of seattle, we can actually venture into the city ourselves and seek out answers independently. The wing Luke Museum web site and staff actually encourage you to do just that.
Don’s background was also an important factor in his aptitude as a guide, because as it turned out, he had a personal connection to the museum’s subject matter Don’s family actually hails from the same province of China as Wing Luke, and are amongst the many families to have immigrated to the area. His memories of the area as a child brought the subject matter quite literally to life as it was embodied by him. For instance his description of his visits to the Yick store as a child with his mother and brother. Hearing about this history from someone who actually went to the store as a child, and who has a place in the history we were talking about made it a very personal experience. Listening to an oral history from someone who could provide a personal perspective to enhance the information we were receiving made me realize how relevant this topic still is to the seattle community today. Being able to walk through that shop, suspended in time, transported us back to the past and allowed us to adopt a different perspective far more easily than by looking at pictures in a book. Learning about the area’s history and culture from a person with roots in it inspired in me, as I am sure it does in others, a sense of solidarity, and connection. People help us connect because compassion is a gateway to enlightenment.
At the end of the tour, Don’s point that the museum presents a story that is related to all of us, because most all of us are descendants of immigrants spoke to a larger message, that despite our differences, we are all in this together. Even today, just like the early immigrants of the 1900s, we are all struggling to achieve our goals, and find our place in society while maintaining our own identity.
The most prominent theme I discovered was that of community and communal learning. The Wing Luke museum understands the importance of people in the learning and preservation process, which is why they make sure that the community of Seattle’s International District plays a key role in the museums design. In 1995 the museum won the National Award for Museum Services for their “cutting edge work in fostering broad-based participation in the development of exhibitions and programs.” The museum’s goal is to get the Pacific Asian American communities and the public at large to become engaged with learning about the cultures and histories tied to the IND and to participate in the growth of the museum. One way they do this is by using the Community-based Exhibition Model. Community members are involved in the process of making exhibits every step of the way, from brainstorming ideas to installing exhibits, to outreach and publicity. The team of people that puts together an exhibit always includes not only staff members, but “core community members,” which make up the Community Advisory Committee(CAC). The members of this group all have some personal connection to the subject matter of the exhibit to be created. They are the ones with authority over the the content of the exhibit, and what it’s main messages are. The CAC is also charged with branching out further into the community, inviting others to contribute their talents or stories to the formation of the exhibit. On occasion, a leader is necessary for the group to run smoothly. Such a person is chosen based upon their strong role within the community rather than a history in museum work. They will facilitate group meetings, help the museum connect further with the community, and generally sharing their wisdom.
As I learned about the process the museum goes through to design their exhibits, and how much they value the community in the process, I began to further value where I fit into the equation. As a patron of the museum I support it not only financially, but I come as a vessel for the knowledge and the wisdom its stories would bestow upon me. I matter in this community for the simple and powerful fact that I care. Because I care so deeply about this community and their stories, I carry them with me, and thus bring parts of the museum with me wherever I go. I am not the only one of course, many others share my role, but our role is also an important part of the process because our passion for the museum spreads awareness to others, who in turn become interested in visiting the museum. In this way, stories and community keep history alive.
I believe that Wing Luke is truly is a community museum, in that it preserves the history of a community, promotes communal memory, and creates it’s own community within and without its walls.

My Second Visit to Wing Luke
On my second visit to the Wing Luke Asian museum, I decided to explore some of the exhibits on my own. I wanted to wander where my fancy took me and try to gain some insight into what some of the museums main themes were.
After checking in at the front desk I made my way upstairs to the Central Gallery on the second floor where I passed briefly under the “Letter Cloud.” The Central Gallery was empty of people, leaving me to explore in solitude. I could hear the sound of chimes and trickling water coming from a pair of speakers hanging over a ring of wooden benches with a small boulder at its center. I turned to the first exhibit within my reach, a collection of portraits placed above an artificial fire mantle. The portraits were of dolls, and a caption was placed near them: “We recreate old cultural ways in their homes…” The dolls were a physical reminder of the land their immigrant owners had left behind. The rest of the caption expressed the concerns Asian immigrants had with not belonging as well as the struggle to keep the memory of their origins alive. “Memories of the home-land dissolve with time.” The dolls are meant to preserve that memory.
Near the entrance to the gallery is a display that reads: “Honoring Our Journey: Asian Pacific Islanders.” The display goes on to describe what it means to belong to this group. They are “members of thriving communities,” who share a “common history and common experience in America.” Their goal is to ban together and spend meaningful time trying to identify themselves. Another Display elaborates on the reasons why someone may join the Asian Pacific Islander American(APIA) community and the additional aspects they may have to their identity, such as “multiracial, straight, gay, intermarried, etc.” They come together as a community to have “their history known, their voices heard, and their needs addressed.”
I moved further into the gallery where I found a bench sitting in front of a wall on which images of Asian American culture were being projected. Some of the images I recognized from my book, Seattle’s International District: The Making of a Pan Asian Community. As I looked to my left I found that pristinely stenciled words adorned the smoothed cement wall. There were two sections, the first was titled “Asian American- A New Identity.” The section talks about the importance of the term APIA being a more accurate identifier: “We are both Asian and American.” The paragraph also talks about the way in which the title can be perceived as positive (“strength, community, unity”) or negative (“separation, clannish”). Questions are asked in the paragraph about how children adopted from Asia or those of an interracial marriage identify themselves. No explanation was given to these questions, and thus I believe they were intended to give the viewer food for thought as they explored the museum.
The second part of the mural says “Remember the Past, the Struggles!”It then lists some of the civil rights movements the community had participated in, as well as some of the hurtful things that are frequently said to people of an Asian American background.
I was also struck by a case filled with symbols of different Asian cultural traditions. The case held buddhist statues, wooden carvings which depicted a Korean wedding party and a collection of religious symbols. The exhibit presented the idea that “tradition provides depth and meaning to one’s life”, and that tradition has “deep roots” often based in folk beliefs, and is “kept alive through ritual.”
After exploring the Main portion of the Central Gallery I decided to wander in the direction of the Kid’s Center. Near the entrance to the children’s portion of the gallery there were two little trees covered entirely in colorful paper tags. The tags were New Year wishes which people wrote for their loved ones and hung on the little trees in the hopes that they would come true. This chinese tradition appeared to have been popular with visitors, and I found that rather touching. The children’s center was decorated lavishly with mostly Chinese New Year decorations. A large dragon puppet, the kind seen snaking down the street in New Year parades, hung from one corner of the ceiling, and near it hung a large happy mask meant to resemble the face of a doll. Little red envelopes, which are used to present children with money on on New Year for good luck, are pinned accross the wall. A panel on the wall talked about the significance of the New Year in the context of tradition, and the exchange of such of cultural practices to new generations and new communities. The first portion reads: “Asian immigrants settling in the Pacific Northwest bring with them many holidays from their homelands…Here in America [APIAs] pass along their traditions to their children.” The piece continued by talking about how the APIA community practice their traditions not only at home with family but in the community. The celebration of the New Year is compared to other holidays such as St. Patrick’s day, because though it did not originate in America, it has been adopted by American culture. The piece continues with “While many New Year traditions have changed to accommodate new surroundings in America, their essence still remains.”
After wandering about the children’s center a bit more, I moved into the adjoining hall which contained the Community Portrait Gallery. The gallery contained 5 exhibits at the time: I Am Filipino; Vietnam in the Rearview Mirror; Alaskeros: A Documentary Exhibit on Pioneer Filipino Cannery Workers; Cambodian Cultural Museum and Killing Fields Memorial; Hometown Desi: South Asian Culture in the Pacific Northwest.
I Am Filipino was a very interesting piece which took up an entire room. On one wall of the room there were pictures of dozens of people, all of whom were of Filipino descent. Every individual looked incredibly unique, and every one of them had a different definition of what it is to be Filipino. One quote said, “ It is hard to say what being Filipino is. It can be anything.” Oral history stations were set up around the room so that the visitor could listen to interviews done with various Filipino individuals on the topic of their experience with identity. One woman who was interviewed talked about how she manages to balance her new identity as an American as well as her Filipino identity. she referred to herself as a “weekend Filipino.” The term refers to living a lifestyle that requires her to suppress her filipino identity during the week and while she works, and only participating in the traditions of home during her off days. She talks about how the woman who hired her confessed to her that she wasn’t sure how good of a worker she would be because she had a strong accent.
A young woman named Karen Johnstone reflected in another interview on what it was like for her to be fair skinned and have a dark skinned Filipina mother. She also talked about the struggle her mother had with being dark skinned and having a fair skinned mother. “She definitely made efforts to make connections but she also felt very isolated.” Karen said about her mother. Karen said she learned a lot from her mother about the importance of self esteem when it comes to identity: “She taught me and I have learned through her and through my own experiences as being very fair skinned and also being very immersed in the Filipino Community, that I have to accept myself, and true, there will be those who will question or reject me, but I’m not going to let them take away my identity.”
As I wandered through the rest of the Gallery I found many similar presentations of identity as something complex and fluid. The matter of identity seemed to be of great importance not only to the Filipino population but to many other Immigrants living in America. People belonging to the Vietnamese, Cambodian,and Indian communities all had important things to say about the nature of identity.
At the end of my self tour there was another photo collage that said “South Asian identities are complex, layered, and fluid.” Under each photo was a short description of that person’s identity as they saw it.
I stayed until the museum started to close, and spent the last few minutes sitting on the bench of the Central Gallery. In those last few minutes I saw the first and only other visitors I saw while I was at the museum that day. They were a young couple, the male was caucasian and the female was of Asian descent. I watched them as they explored some of the exhibits and as the young woman explained how one of the traditional Japanese dresses was worn. They giggled and smiled and flirted as they explored. Soon the announcement was made that the museum was closing, and I gathered my things and made for the exit. As I left the museum I felt a strong sense that I was taking with me some of the museums wisdom and insight into some of it’s key values.
Evaluation of Second Visit
The first exhibit I explored, which depicted dolls as a reminder of past traditions, clearly expressed how important the memory of one’s origins is to those who are immigrants or whose family emigrated to the US. Because time is such a great oppositional force against memory, an object, like a doll, can be a valuable tool for keeping the past alive. The exhibit also pointed out the difficulty immigrants from Asia had in developing a sense of belonging.
The text I read on the wall next to the entrance, titled “Honoring Our Journey: Asian Pacific Islanders,” also highlighted the importance of belonging as well as identity. The APIA individuals have worked hard in recent years to seek out those whom they share a common culture and ban together to fight for their voices to be heard and needs to be recognized. The display also made it clear that no one in the APIA community is exactly alike, and that their identities differ greatly, whether they are gay, straight, mixed race, etc.
The large display of text on the wall near the bench I sat on made me think a lot about how it is not only challenging to discover your own identity, but to present that identity as well. The fact that people can perceive identifying yourself by your ethnic background as being cliquish or standoffish is referred to in the second portion of the text.
The case filled with cultural figures and items related to Asian tradition reminded me of the exhibit containing the dolls in that the objects in the case were vessels for the collective memories of a community. Those objects and the traditions they are related to root people to their collective past, and therefore have a substantial impact on the formation of their identity.
The children’s portion of the museum also covered the importance of keeping up with tradition for immigrant populations. The celebration of the New Year was used as an example of how traditions not only travel with people to new countries and new homes, but they integrate themselves into that community as well, and may even become part of other cultural identities. I feel that the ability to share traditions and allow them to adapt while still retaining their essence is a fundamental tool for helping people to connect across cultures.
As I explored the Community Portrait Gallery I saw a clear continuation of the theme of identity. The variation in identity amongst Asian Americans and their struggle to maintain a sense of tradition, while still integrating themselves into America appeared to be the major concentration of the exhibit.
Though I didn’t see many visitors while I was at the museum, the couple I did see really affected me emotionally. I found it utterly charming that they were able to bond and enjoy eachothers company by exploring the museum together. I saw their affection for one another as a sign of how times have progressed beyond some of the hateful periods which the museum presents. In addition, I recognize that society still has a long way to go when it comes to creating understanding across boundaries, and I believe the museum will play a large roll in that in the years to come.
Conclusion
The Wing Luke Asian Museum left me with two major themes to consider, community and identity. Community has to do with togetherness and understanding, a community falls apart without harmony and a sense of connection. The Wing focuses not only on the exploration and presentation of the Asian Pacific Islander American community in the Northwest, but on creating a community within the museum and encouraging a sense of connectedness to the community we are learning about. The search for identity and the balancing of multiple identities was also a very important topic in the exhibits that I saw. The significance of someone’s identity in how they related to and formed different communities also came up frequently. My own identity has been shaped through the exposure I have had to different Asian cultures and individuals in my community as well as by the museum. The museum marks an important time in my past, and in a sense is part of my own personal tradition. As I go through the practice of visiting the museum I am strengthening my bond to it and the community it serves within and without its walls. I carry the knowledge I acquired there to others and am thus a vessel for the knowledge the museum has imparted to me. I hope that by visiting the Wing Luke museum more and sharing my experiences there I will be able to aid the museum in its mission to preserve the memories of Asian Americans and strengthen the ties of community as well as aid in the affirmations of identity.

Marcel’s Magic Circle

On page 24 of The Captive, Marcel is lying in bed after just having dismissed his girlfriend Albertine only a while before, and is wrapped up in his own “solipsistic” universe(solipsism: the philosophy that only the self exists). He had told Albertine that his reason for not venturing out with her was because his doctor forbade him to, a claim he admits to the reader is an out right lie. In fact, he says “if it had been true, his instructions would have been powerless to prevent me from accompanying my mistress(22).” In other words, if he had been told not to join her he would have done so just to be contumacious. His real reason for not accompanying her was due to his fear of exacerbating his already raging anxiety. “Whenever I went out with Albertine, if she left my side for a moment I became anxious, began to imagine that she had spoken to or simply looked at someone.” Being in the presence of his girlfriend provides him with far to many opportunities to over analyze her every move. Staying home and having her friends take her out allows him to defer that responsibility to them.

As he lies in bed, Francois comes into his room to stoke his fire, which allows him to reintroduce the theme of sensory memory. The twigs which she threw onto the fire would create a scent which “traced traced round the fire place a magic circle within which, glimpsing myself pouring over a book at Combray…”

Marcel is saying that the scent of the twigs only reaches a certain circumference around his fire, and thus it is only within that circle that the “magic” of memory takes place. The recollection is so intense he can actually see himself reading as a child. Marcel goes on to explain that the act of remembrance is the most enjoyable for those with a chronic illness, because the “tyranny” of their sickness keeps them from venturing out and creating new memories that are similar: “to seek in nature scenes that resemble those memories.” He adds that people in such circumstances don’t regard these memories as merely “pictures,” because they are convinced that they will soon be able to create these desirable circumstances in their future. Thus, they stare at their memories “in a state of desire and appetite” as if they are pleasures soon to come. I find the fact that Marcel seems to be claiming that the pleasure he gets from dwelling on the past is because he has not the ability to venture out and create his own memories to be rather irksome, because though he does have health problems, we know from his confession to us that he can in fact go out and do things.

Marcel then says that the memory “recreated out of my present self, the whole of that self, by virtue of an identical sensation, the child or youth who had first seen them.” It is this sentence that reveals of “magical” Marcel truly feels that invisible circle is. He experiences a transformation, or rather a regression to a past form of himself.

Kindred and Breaking the Codes

Kindred is by far my favorite selection of reading from the In Search of Lost Time  program thus far. I actually managed to read the entire book in the week before the program started. I was so captivated by the intensity of the subject matter that I had trouble putting it down. The story, which is about a young African American woman living in the 1970s who is repeatedly dragged back in time to the antebellum south to aid her white male ancestor.  Such situation would be horrific enough for a young black man, but as a woman, Dana’s vulnerability is at least doubled. The significance of Dana’s sex as well as her ethnicity in the Kindred novel inspired me to look at the novel in conjunction with the subject matter of our latest ancillary reading, Breaking the Codes: The Sexual Politics of Female Criminality. 

In Kindred, there is an especially traumatic scene in which Dana’s male ancestor, Rufus, has just been beaten in a fight with a run away slave who attacked him for trying to rape his wife. When Dana questions his atrocious behavior he justifies it by saying that he had no other choice and that he would have made her his wife it it weren’t that she refused him (and there for offended his honor). In Breaking the Codes  it is suggested through out that for women to demand equality was an attack on male masculinity, in other words, for women to have the freedom to do as they wish independent of a males authority was offensive to the male ego. This is the case in Kindred for not only Alice (the woman Rufus tried to rape), but for Dana as well. They were challenging the authority of not only men, but of white men. It used to be that any woman who was upset with a man, or claimed she had reverences against them was labeled a hysteric. Similarly, slaves who ran away were said to have drapetomania. Apparently, oppressed individuals who desired freedom, or fair treatment are mentally ill.

When presented with the collection of atrocities against women which history has to offer, I can never help but be baffled: how can white men like Rufus who owned slaves and were clearly racist claim to love women who they quite clearly see as inferior creatures. Breaking the Codes makes it clear that such a phenomena is not isolated to the pre-civil war South, but has been a sad reality throughout history. For instance, during the late 1800s when feminists and some of their male sympathizers were pushing for female equality they were met with fierce resistance. Some insisted that to shelter the woman within the home was a natural practice justified by a long history of holding women captive(187). One lawyer supported this claim by insisting that women naturally preferred to be alone. A French doctor by the name of Broca produced studies concluding that women had an inferior cranial capacity and there for it would be detrimental to society to allow them to participate in higher education or matters of politics(187). So, it would seem that for many hundreds of years men have claimed to love women despite an utter lack of respect for her as an equal allowing him to feel little to no remorse when he pushes his will upon her. Such ill founded feelings of superiority would  only be exasperated  for an African American woman who finds herself in the grip of slavery.

In Breaking Social Codes the feminist was compared to the female criminal, for they both “tested societies established boundaries.” Feminists did this by trying to claim their rightful place in society. The same could be said of black American’s who tried to raise themselves up in society, either by attempting to escape slavery (in which case they were quite literally labeled as criminals), or even well into the 20th century or 21st for that matter if they try to establish themselves in a certain neighborhood or area of society. In both cases, the privileged of society “envision the over turning of all that makes social life familiar.” This irrational fear of losing power by allowing others to have power over themselves is what has allowed the social injustices of sexism and racism to carry on as long as they have.

Draft From My Final Paper On Wing Luke

Tasia Siereveld

5-5-15

In Search of Lost time

Wing Luke: The Heart of Seattle’s Asian Pacific American Community

I’m strolling along in Seattle, but walking beneath the iron and glass pergola hugging the corner of Pioneer Square Park, I can almost imagine that I am strolling through a European metropolis on the cusp of the 20th century. This is something I love about Seattle, it’s many faces have a way of transporting you to a different time, and sometimes, a different place: The Beaux Arts of Union Station captures the love of Parisian architecture of the 1920s, the Space Needle takes you back to the post WWII era which marks the love affair so many architects had with everything outer-space. All of these stylistic expressions of Seattle have a special place in my heart and in my childhood, but the district of seattle which I formed an affection for in the closing chapters of my childhood can be found as I step out of Pioneer square, and into the International District.

It is difficult for me to clearly explain why I feel such a profound connection to the International District, which prior to the 1970s was still referred to as Chinatown. In truth, I think it is due to a whole host of reasons, some obvious and some hidden even from me. I suppose my love for the neighborhood began to form the first time I visited the area at the age of thirteen. In the 7th grade I had joined an after-school club for Japanese culture enthusiasts. Though I loved the idea of travel and foreign cultures, I had not formed any special interest in Japan(though I had family members who were Nipponophiles). The reason I joined was due to my great admiration for the teacher who organized the group, but I quickly grew very interested in the subject matter. At the end of the year, as the grand conclusion to the group’s time together we took a journey to Seattle’s International District(IND). Our first stop, the place I will always see as the heart of the district, was the Wing Luke Museum. The museum is dedicated to preserving the history and culture of Seattle’s Asian Pacific American community. The International District is one of the only communities of it’s kind on the US mainland, a remarkable collection of cultures are woven into it’s history, including not only Japanese and Chinese, but Filipino, Korean, Vietnamese, etc.  Because of the area’s complex population, there are many complex matters which the Wing Luke Museum, which is a community based organization, would have to consider as they design their exhibits. They are also questions I must consider if I am to better understand where I feel I fit into this community which I admire so much. In this paper i will be exploring some of the themes I can distinguish throughout a choice few exhibits, and why I and others like me have formed a connection to the IND through this museum.

Expanding and Strengthening Community

Upon my return to the Wing Luke Museum this year I rediscovered that feeling I had at 13 when I visited, the feeling of connectedness, the notion that I was a part of the community I had come to learn about.

Walking up King St. on my way to the museum i could smell the roast duck that was hanging in the window of the Fortuna Cafe, as well as the heady aroma of dried spices wafting out of a small chinese grocery. The heavy wooden doors leading into the Wing Luke Asian Museum causes a rush of air to be dragged into the building as they swing open, sending the massive colorful wind chime overhead into a frenzy. I inhaled deeply, as I usually do when stepping into when stepping into what I call “a learning place.” I do the same thing when I step into a library or a theater hall. There is something intoxicating about the smell of books and the silent energy of minds at work. I walked up to the front desk eager to begin my own learning journey, and purchase my membership. I informed the girl at the front desk of my mission, to explore the museum and it’s representation of the community. The young women looked genuinely pleased with this, “Well we certainly appreciate your interest.” she said. She told me that she could get me in touch with the director of educational outreach, and that they would make sure I got access to all the resources I would need. She then handed me a small map of the museum and gave me some information on the exhibits and upcoming oral history tour. I noted how warm my welcome was, as opposed to the rather stuffy receptions I have received at some other museums. I glanced at the pamphlet for new members, “It’s Your Museum!” it read.

I decided to spend the few minute I had before the begin of the oral history tour in one of my favorite exhibits. To reach the exhibit one must climb a set of stairs which on a sunny day seem to ascend into the brightness of the sky. The stairs look to be made of old recycled dock wood, and I can easily imagine them leading out to the puget sound. At the end of the staircase there is a landing bathed in the sunlight shining through the panel of glass which forms the ceiling. The installation is titled  “The Letter Cloud”, and was designed by Susie Kozawa and Erin Shie Palmer. The walls of the hall also look to have been pulled from an old seaside shanty, covered in tar and ornamented with frosted windows glowing with candle light. The azure sky shining through the skylight is meant to represent the blue of the ocean. Hundreds of paper letters are suspended overhead by fishing line, and dance in the wake of an artificial breeze. From the end of the hall comes the sound of a gentle voice, but the words are lost in the sound of the waves until you reach the bench at the back of the hall. The voice was that of a woman reading an old letter from a young man to his love across the sea. Other readings from other immigrants followed, often read by their children or grand children. The matters of which they wrote were so relatable and timeless that i couldn’t help but feel a deep sense of solidarity with them and their struggles and their successes.The letters were read in their original tongue as well as in english, increasing their accessibility.  “A cloud of paper floats these letters across time and space…” reads a portion of the description on the wall.

The tour started on the ground floor in front of the biographical exhibit for the museum’s namesake, Wing Chong Luke. Only two other people were waiting for the tour, so the group was small. Our guide, Don, was incredibly personable; he asked where we were all from and chatted about his wife and where he was from. His casual conversational style lent itself perfectly to the tour. Throughout our time together he kept us engaged by asking us questions rather than just giving us answers, this allowed us to recognize when we were learning something new, as well as occasionally add a bit of our own knowledge to the tour. In this way we were a community of learners rather than passive recipients of information.

Don’s background was also an important factor in his aptitude as a guide, because as it turned out, he had a personal connection to the museum’s subject matter   Don’s family actually hails from the same province of China as Wing Luke, and are amongst the many families to have immigrated to the area. His memories of the area as a child brought the subject matter quite literally to life as it was embodied by him. Learning about the area’s history and culture from a person with roots in it inspired in me, as I am sure it does in others, a sense of solidarity, and connection. People help us connect because compassion is a gateway to enlightenment.

The Wing Luke museum understands the importance of  people in the learning and preservation process, which is why they make sure that the community of Seattle’s International District plays a key role in the museums design. In 1995 the museum won the National Award for Museum Services for their “cutting edge work in fostering broad-based participation in the development of exhibitions and programs.” The museum’s goal is to get the Pacific Asian American communities and the public at large to become engaged with learning about the cultures and histories tied to the IND and to participate in the growth of the museum. One way they do this is by using the Community-based Exhibition Model. Community members are involved in the process of making exhibits every step of the way, from brainstorming ideas to installing exhibits, to outreach and publicity. The team of people that puts together an exhibit always includes not only staff members, but “core community members,” which make up the Community Advisory Committee(CAC). The members of this group all have some personal connection to the subject matter of the exhibit to be created. They are the ones with authority over the the content of the exhibit, and what it’s main messages are. The CAC is also charged with branching out further into the community, inviting others to contribute their talents or stories to the formation of the exhibit. On occasion, a leader is necessary for the group to run smoothly. Such a person is chosen based upon their strong role within the community rather than a history in museum work. They will facilitate group meetings, help the museum connect further with the community, and generally sharing their wisdom.

As I learned about the process  the museum goes through to design their exhibits, and how much they value the community in the process, I began to further value where I fit into the equation. As a patron  of the museum I support it not only financially, but I come as a vessel for the knowledge and the wisdom its stories would bestow upon me. I matter in this community for the simple and powerful fact that I care. Because I care so deeply about this community and their stories, I carry them with me, and thus bring parts of the museum with me wherever I go. I  am not the only one of course, many others share my role, but our role is also an important part of the process because our passion for the museum spreads awareness to others, who in turn become interested in visiting the museum. In this way, stories and community keep history alive.

First Day in the Field

I had spent the majority of my week debating how I was going to approach my memory project. I rewrote my proposal a few times and collected resources as I brain stormed interview questions. Finally it was Friday, my one free day of the week, and I was eager to begin my intellectual journey through the Wing Luke Asian Museum.

Upon my arrival in seattle I found parking in short supply, and was forced to leave my car a few blocks away. This actually allowed me to enjoy the sun and observe the community whose history I was to investigate.
After entering the Wing Luke Museum I went directly to the front desk. “Hi, I would like to purchase a year membership.” The young woman sitting behind the desk smiled at me.

“Sure,” she said “just sign this paperwork here please.” She handed me a clip board with a single form on it. I thanked her and went on to explain that she was likely to see a lot of me in the coming weeks as I was conducting research on how the museum presents the history of seattle’s Pan-Asian community.

The young women looked genuinely pleased with this, “Well we certainly appreciate your interest.” She told me that she could get me in touch with the director of educational outreach, and that they would make sure I got access to all the resources I would need. She then handed me a small map of the museum and gave me some information on the exhibits and upcoming oral history tour. I thanked her and decided to spend the 15 minutes I had before the tour looking at one of my favorite exhibits.

My favorite exhibit was designed by Suzie Kozawa and Erin Shie Palmer and titled “Letter Cloud.” To reach the exhibit I had to climb a flight of stairs which also served as a work of art. The stairs appeared to be made of old repurposed dock wood, which made up the portion on which you would step, while the panels visible to you as you ascended were made of brushed metal. The metal panels had names carved out of them which would light up successively, one after the other.

The stairs themselves lead up to a naturally lit landing. The landing was a hall whose walls resembled the exterior of an old hotel, with frosted artificially lit windows. The ceiling was a panel of glass, a window to the sky which was meant to symbolize the blue of the ocean. I could hear the sound of waves splashing onto a surf above me, creating the illusion of being under water. The room projected a feeling which I consider to be quintessential to the Northwest. Hundreds of paper letters are suspended overhead by fishing line, and dance in the wake of an artificial breeze. From the end of the hall comes the sound of a gentle voice, but the words are lost in the sound of the waves until you reach the bench at the back of the hall. The voice was that of a woman reading an old letter from a young man to his love across the sea. Other readings from other immigrants followed, often read by their children or grand children. The matters of which they wrote were so relatable and timeless that i couldn’t help but feel a deep sense of solidarity with them and their struggles and their successes.The letters were read in their original tongue as well as in english, increasing their accessibility. “A cloud of paper floats these letters across time and space…” reads a portion of the description on the wall.

I had to leave the exhibit before I had time to listen to every letter, because the historic hotel tour was about to begin. The tour started on the ground floor in front of the biographical exhibit for the museum’s namesake, Wing Chong Luke. Only two other people were waiting for the tour, so the group was small. Our guide, Don, was incredibly personable; he asked where we were all from and chatted about his wife and where he was from. His casual conversational style lent itself perfectly to the tour. It kept us engaged and made the subject feel relevant. It also allowed us to question what we already knew, and recognize when we were learning something new.

Don’s parents, as it turns out, are actually from the same province of China as Wing Luke. He told us of his surprise at finding the people of China to be extremely warm and welcoming towards him when he visited, as there had been a times when American born Chinese were not well received back in China. Traveling for him had been a great learning experience. he encouraged all of us to travel there some day, saying that “travel transcends racial lines”

As Don covered the life of Wing Luke, the part of his story which seemed the most significant took place in his childhood. In primary school he was the only non-caucasian child, and he was picked on terribly. Wing, we were told, was also an incredible artist. Don asked us “So, if you could draw really well, and all of these kids were picking on you, how would you draw them?” i looked kind of bashful and hesitated. “I guess I would make them look pretty stupid.” I said. Don nodded, “Well Wing didn’t do that, he wanted these kids to like him, and so he drew them all as superheroes.” As it turns out, this worked, Wing became one of the most well liked boys in his entire class. A class photo with Wing standing at the center, with all the student’s smiling added a pleasant visual ending to the story. I feel that this story really supports the museums message that community and understanding is important, and that it can be achieved through compassion and education. It speaks to a larger message, that despite our differences, we are all in this together. Don says that the stories the museum tells are relevant to every one, because the majority of Americans are, or are descendants, of Immigrants. I am also able to make connections between the Asian immigrants of the late 1800s early 1900s, because just like them we are all struggling to achieve our goals, find our place in society while maintaining our own identity.

The tour moved to the front of the museum where we learned about the history of how the International District portion of Seattle was built and then to outside where we could look at the city directly. I feel this is a very powerful teaching tool, to look directly at the city while you learn about it. It makes you feel like you are a part of the community you are learning about. It also reminds you that the museum isn’t the only resource for learning about this vibrant portion of seattle, we can actually venture into the city ourselves and seek out answers independently. The wing Luke Museum web site and staff actually encourage you to do just that.

The tour then moved to the East Kong Yick Building which was donated to the museum after it closed. The store, which was rebuilt as a part of the museum is still filled with all the original jars of dried goods and account books. Don reveals that he used to some to the shop in it’s original location as a child. he would buy dried plums(his cultures version of candy) and help his brother carry the 100 lb bag of rice his mother would purchase there every month. Hearing about this history from someone who actually went to the store as a child, and who has a place in the history we were talking about made it a very personal experience. Listening to an oral history from someone who could provide a personal perspective to enhance the information we were receiving made me realize how relevant this topic still is to the seattle community today. Being able to walk through that shop, suspended in time, transported us back to the past and allowed us to adopt a different perspective far more easily than by looking at pictures in a book.

From there we moved on to the Freeman Hotel, which was one of the first resting places of many immigrants coming to Seattle from Asia. The hotel also contained meeting rooms for Family Associations. Family Associations were essentially clubs comprised of people who came from the same provinces in China, and wanted to recapture the sense of the community they had when living in their old villages. The Gee How Oak Tin Family Association meeting place was the first we visited, this association had actually been the largest in the nation. These associations are a testament to how important maintaining a sense of community was and still is in the early days of the international district. It also demonstrates the creative ways in which immigrant populations go about maintaining a sense of cultural identity and how they valued the roots of their past.

Another type of association in the area was known as a tong, which was originally a secret business organization generally of ill repute. They were known to be involved in gambling, smuggling, and even prostitution once upon a time, but have since become merely places for older chinese people to gather socially. Don’s father was actually a member of the Bing Tong Association, which we could see from the window, and often kept that part of his life separate from the rest of his life. Yet Don does remember his father showing him cared tricks, and demonstrating how easy it would be for him to swindle and rube who tried their luck at gambling with the tong.

The tour ended where I began, at the “Letter Cloud.” Don left us with the message that the story the museum tells is a part of all of us and in turn I believe that we are an important part of the museum. Those who visit the museum aren’t only supporting it financially, but we are participating in keeping certain memories alive, and we are spreading that knowledge and insight to the rest of the community when we leave. “It’s Your Museum!” say the flyers sitting outside the museum entrance. I believe that it truly is a community museum, in that it preserves the history of a community, promotes communal memory, and creates it’s own community within and without it’s walls.

Mistress Time

Time, a phenomena almost cruelly indifferent to us, yet we govern our every waking moment by it. She is the only universal deity, a goddess who allows us to begin, and the enforcer of our one inescapable fate, that some day we will end. The moments we spend awaiting a pleasure yet to arrive seem to expand within the space of our experience, but like a flighty lover a pleasure, no matter how tightly we embrace it, will slip away like the night while we sleep. When we awaken from our dreamlike state, time has passed us by, as does the notion that we are in her favor.

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